Memories

2010-02-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

Is Getting OLD..

SOOO long man no update because why WORKING so no time lor haha... what am i doing this few month is that keep on looking for best price gadget but i got quite alot already haha..

last year 26/11/09 i bought my Canon EOS 500D DSLR camera which cost me a $1.4k whoa ex man but is worth it haha. got myself a H.P Laptop, Canon DSLR camera, iPhone and my baby Scott Mountain Bike which cost me going to a $2k.

what next for me ? eh... saving money to buy a flat... good idea haha... SAVE MONEY LOH...

I'm FIT but my Baby is down.

2009-12-23T01:03:00.004+08:00

I'm FIT but my Baby is down :(

On Sunday 20/12/09 in the evening, i cycle my Baby from Ang Mo Kio(AMK) to Tampines Ave 2 meet up my Boss and his Family and friends who name also call Jimmy. We cycle from Tampines to Changi Village and have a light dinner and from there on we continue our journey.

From Changi Village to Changi Beach Connector and to Changi Coast Road and that Coast Road is like a never ending straight road and the light wasn't that bright enough which gave me a eerie freaking F*** feeling but that not the point while we reach East Coast Park got one part of the park is totally blackout and luckily Jimmy have the huge light to guide us through wahahaha... is like 4 to 500m at ECP while in that area i was thinking WHAT THE F*** is the government switch off the light while others part of the park is lighted on ? strange right haha...

And when we reach ECP that not the end of our trip, after that we still need to go through EXPO then Simei area and cut through PIE and reached Tampines Ave 2 again. and i went to Boss(Reaney Song) house rest for awhile and give it a full body check-up for my Baby and she need maintenance and luckily boss offer me the help to bring it to SCH for maintenance the next day beside that i went home by bus.

The best part is i overslept in the bus due to too shagged out already and the bus-driver need to wake me up and my reaction is what the. but i really shouted WHAT THE FUCK. and i was shock haha.. and i said sorry to that driver :X. more to come i took a run from Yio Chu Kang interchange back to my home. so am i FIT or not hahahahahaha.

Not In e Mood.

2009-12-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

Not In e MOOD.

For so long din't blog is been busy with life and work. people comes people goes... nothing is always perfect in a working environment, happiness won't stay there for long... first is my manager Mimi left after is Jason the hardworking one after that Ivan my brother went for his studies but heard from him he is coming back to work with us again and both of my Visual Merchandise mentor is leaving also. working isn't that fun anymore.

Mother warded in K.K Womens Hospital today(03/12/09) starting on the journey to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic waited like nearly two hours and was referred to Tan Tock Seng Hospital(TTSH) and waited for the freaking 4 hours and me and my mother din't eat anything at all, and after that short consultation my mother had is less than 5 mins and is cost us $85 bucks. waited for so long and pay for the consultation fee which held less than 5 mins for $85 and then being refer to K.K Womens Hospital and waited for damn long again... and my mother finally go for her scan and waited again until like nearly 8pm then got warded in K.K. how ridiculous is this. going for reference payback is WAIT, FUCKING WAIT. back home around 9pm and i'm really tired and just got my meal of the FUCKING day nabeh. my mother and i don't deserve this man. and she is going to pay for another medical fee again and that $85 bucks was like being con. WAIT never ever tell me to WAIT anymore.

18cm lump found inside of my mother womb, how am i going to be ok ? and the doctor just treated my mother like a ball kicking round and round and luckily stopped at K.K.

FUCKING WAIT. WAIT MY ASS LARH...

My Scott Portfolio

2009-10-12T21:35:00.012+08:00

My Scott Portfolio.

wahaha... even my Scott also have a Portfolio and i can say this the most expensive gadget i ever bought in my life. $450 for this gorgeous and i'm going to change her braking system to hydraulic disc braking system and is awesome cool... haha... and is going to change her Gear-shifter for her braking system reservoir sound chim but i don't bother because i can't live with a V Brake haha, Wheel harp or maybe change to a NEW Wheel-set and that is going to cost me around a $500/- or maybe cheaper haha... so round up is going to be around $1000/- plus future maintainence haha. but another gadget that i going to get is a Canon or Nikon SLR camera so can compare with my Scott baby haha...

Model: Scott Aspect
Fork: XCN V2
Gear: Shimano Acera

Wheel-set: is equip with double wall

The Gear set look rusty but just use it first budget no enough money to change everything new haha... Scott is a awesome bike, my Boss Song from Adidas Visual Merchandise sold me this bike and he bought another awesome one got chance i will upload it up haha... and on the 18 of this month we might going down to Marina Barrage and take a look haha... really got nothing to do hope is a successful trip with Mr.Song, Mr.Nazy and ME Mr.Arenas. haha...

This the the Riding suit that i usually wear for my ride wahaha... all cover up with Adidas. and is one each of

Sleeveless ClimaCool Top($35/-)
TECHFit PowerWeb Tights ($145/-)
ClimaLite Short ($29/-)
RSP Wind Jacket with ClimaPROOF ($92/-)
Supernova Shades ($335/-)
MVR Gloves ($23/-) non Adidas product
Sony Walkman MP3Player ($99/-) non-Adidas product
and another upcoming Jawpaw shoe ($72/-)

hahaha... soooo EXPENSIVE MAN. Total up is $795 on my body man but is not discounted yet hahahaha... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

and why is all Black and White is because one of my friend Warric say is tactical and i love it also haha

I Love Life, I'm Gilbert

DU LAN ARH... and WZ & Bob Brothers B'day

2009-08-19T01:02:00.005+08:00

DU LAN ARH... and W.Z & Bob Brothers Birthday

First thing first.. i du lan(piss off) is that i treated this person as a brother right now he treat me like rubbish or i can say is all along he treat me this way in his mouth say will help me this will help me that but in his action i think is shit la help you i rather help myself. and right now i don't want to talk about this that i found it that your thinking is so FUCKING childish and selfish. if you got a profit will you lost it and let someone gain ? i don't think so because you are not this type of person will let other gain and you never will let other have advantage if they do have the chance. why i say this is because i know you too well in such way. right now you want stab me in behind and say whatever you want to say is fine with me. course i'm gracious enough, i'm fair enough and i'm won't being so soft to others that treat me like rubbish while i treat him as a friend or brother.

13 and 17 Aug.

Bobby and Wei Zhong is just this gap away and had celebrated with them although is not like a full celebration but at least everyone got the message. another year had passing soon three more month and is my turn to say happy birthday to me again and that why i said is passing soon is because is near the end of the year. times really flies, 10 years back i'm just Secondary one, 4 years back i was botak. 2 years back i O.R.D and right now a working stiff. when can i go back to study ? Adidas Retail University(aRU) ? or MDIS ? haiya sian ar...

from now on i won't be soooo stubborn and take thing so hard. i know i should start long time before but i think due to such a stupid problem i shall change to a better person which see thing more lightly and positive. hai maybe this is fate or sin. ? and oh ya, i won't bother those thing that will affect my mood so...

don't bother.

and i seem to like this old school spec. from Mr.Cookie which he bought it at Plaza Sing. Daiso haha... everything $2 cheap cheap.

Don't misunderstand i'm not a KOP fans.

2009-07-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

Don't misunderstand i'm not a KOP fans.

Me with my Jie and his boyfriend and they come visit me at the stadium while at the Liverpool booth. haha look so cock lor me the wind so strong until my hair so messy haha.

Everybody don't misunderstand me. I'm a DIE HARD Tottenham Hotspur fans. due to my Jie is a fanatic Liverpool fans and since Liverpool is sponsor by us(Adidas) whatever i can help my jie i will do. just like on friday i feel so sorry for a fans which is a boy in his wheel-chair.

but no matter what i din't anti any of the club in EPL. course this is the competition and this is the fans competition and we should go together and face it with our favourite club. be honest right now i saving up money just to go over London and watch and meet all the Tottenham Hotspur players and everything i could get. so fairplay and peace out.

So Long man din't update haha...

2009-07-17T12:41:00.006+08:00

So Long man din't update haha...

isn't it nice i waited for the cloud to go off and take one.

This view too wait and wait and wait haha... nice.

Fish plus massage shiok and cool haha... even ang mo approach me and ask me how was it.

Something catches my eyes.

Am i cool first time play archery but is quite fun la... Thanks Tony for this Shot.

Haha... so long din't update my blog since Adidas Cathay stock take til now haha... no choice la have to work and have fun go oversea where got time... on September i'm waiting again.. why leh is because going to Thailand with one of my colleague... haha... so can't wait for it...

Travel travel travel all i want is to relax my cracking bone. haa

13 May STOCK TAKE

2009-05-16T02:52:00.003+08:00

13 May STOCK TAKE & Red Bull Give you wings

Fews days having a STOCK TAKE straight after work. after four days work and straight for stock take is a HELL man haha... and the time is like 10pm to 4am and i was still in the store shit. haha i feel like i getting old bone cracking already haha...

and all that Red Bull is a Red Bull lady that bring that to us and most importantly is FREE, Red Bull Give You Wings... that is what i need for STOCK TAKE...

Love Life....

Ah Mei 21st B`day and random

2009-05-09T03:04:00.002+08:00

Ah Mei 21st Birthday and some randoms.

on the 5th after work, driving A.P.C father car with her and her man Mason from 2 Handy road to Aranda Country Club for our beloved Michelle aka Ah Mei 21st bash haha don't have the chance to take much photo with her due to lotsa friends are there and fun is like crazy ass living in the pump room haha... and actually got some picture take with her but Sean that lousy photographer took it like in the space like this haha... hope she is happy la that xiao mei haha...

Ah MEi arh don't drink too much already arh although on your birthday i said i wanted you to get drunk lar but joking only lar haha...

and all along is that i wanted to put tattoo but is hesitation is pushing me back and brood over it. but now i fuck care i just wanted to be how and who i am i don't care how people see me or judge me because they don't know me and some more is their mouth to talk or gossip or judge me in the way they like so is OK to me... putting on a tattoo is one of my wishes and i think is going to come true.

tattoo, on peoples mind first come is ohhh Ah Beng lar... fuck it la put on a tattoo is ah beng then peirce a earhole is ah lian lar... haha this is an art lar ok. so to those always think that put a tattoo onto ours body is being an ah beng, please arh forget it lar...

I Love Life... I'm Gilbert

Glad...

2009-04-21T17:09:00.003+08:00

Glad...

This few days i felt that i never been so lucky before and had fun with my brothers and his GIRL friends haha glad to know them and is a group of sunshine girls haha... and their volleyball is damn good la haha... and another thing is that about my NS Charges but nothing happen to me no fine no nothing and i felt damn glad ever... currently no more things to brood about but more to come in front of me...

seriously ever since '05 enlisted to ARMY til now i never been so active and social due to some issue and right now i can say that i'm quite a social person again... and thanks to my brothers Ken and Bobby... they're the awesome one meet up for dinner and Sentosa and more just felt that never had such social life for so long and right now is back again and i feel DAMNMIT GOOD haha...

right now what i feel that is be myself is the most important thing, if you are not YOU, all is just a fake out nothing is real. just be natural and no need to bother what others view and says about me, me is me nobody else, so what i'm FAT and UGLY ? no life ? haha... LIVE to the FULLEST muahahahahaha....

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
It's you God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

I'm Yours: i love this song by Jason Mraz

SALES...

2009-03-14T13:46:00.002+08:00

Adidas '09 SALES (MARCH)

those who love or adore Adidas please come and get what you want, maybe a pair of running shoe, jacket, running attire, yoga attire, casual shoe and more. right now is the time to get it.

plus those who know me, those sales item you all can get up to 50% discount so is a great deal. just pop by and visit me at The Cathay picture house. =X

although economy crisis strike us and our budget is tight, but right now you all can shop and save up to 50% with Adidas. so don't miss it ya haha...

Sales over don't come and ask me for discount ya, course no more 50% discount already haha...

Sudden thoughts in reservist outfield night.

2009-02-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

Sudden thoughts in reservist outfield night.

It's really a shocking thoughts on the tuesdays(24/02/09) night in the outfield in lam sum at nearby Choa Chu Kang(Brickland) area and inside my vehicle i was listening to my iPod and came across this song by Maroon 5 'She Will Be Loved' and she came across my mind.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along(yeeah)
My heart is full and my doors always open
You can come anytime you want(yeah!)

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

although she and me got a fight after everything had happen but i'm sorry for it but i really hope got someone really love her and be truth to her =)

Days by days
Years and years
Just like waterfalls in the nature area
Won't stop for us unless we can stop the world.

Reservist

2009-02-14T00:48:00.002+08:00

The Boredom of Reservist...

this upcoming 16th to 27th Feb is my first HIGH key cycle of reservist... mood = sian(bore) why leh... is because all the way back to Kranji Camp III again... from where from Ang Mo Kio... and another thing is that my batch of ORD personel none is together with me go back lor and i'm all alone what the hell man... sian ar...

back in the green uniform again and going back to camp again and that singapore man life is... and that is the most thing i hated and army make lost my girlfriend that time and i was so fucking frustrated and confuse...

and that life lar...

CNY should be happy but i don't

2009-01-31T16:09:00.002+08:00

CNY should be happy but i don't

normally CNY should be a happy and making people tremendously busy with new stuff, getting lots of ang bao and etc. but this year just like no meaning to me anymore... or maybe for the next fore come years of CNY isn't have any meaning for me beside gathering or chill out with friends just like a normal day.

why do i say so is.. my father side is one F****** irritating side in the world if anyone wanted to compare with me with it. just because of 2 people which i F****** don't like it and i don't want to see them in my sight. one which is have a bloody smelly poisonous mouth and one is which make my grandma fall and now needed a walking stick to support onto.

so is this a happy gathering for me every year ? everytime i saw others family is so like unite jokes around F around in such a way that will really won't put into their heart.

but at least i feel better on my mother side of relatives talk and joke like nobody business but only for jus once a year and that a full stop of it pathetic right... that why people say Good things won't last long.

learning is one step, understanding is another step.
give in is one step, accepting is another.
steps will be in front of us no matter what obstacles occur,
if we don't face our own reality and stop on the spot.
answer won't be given, truth won't be unveil.

GADGET MAN.

2009-01-22T02:25:00.003+08:00

Most of the GUYS are GADGET MAN, so do i haha...

There is some random picture taken last year and this year with my Sony Digicam on my iPhone haha...

This few days don't know why so worked-out on myself and think back is like abit stupid to be in that way while i don't use to be. why i say all this is because don't regret what you had done in the past and brood over it course is life.

and why i say i'm a gadget man is because i own alot of gadget such as a HP laptop, Sony Digicam, iPod Nano extinct version, iPhone, PSP & PS1 to 3. so i'm really a gadget man over it haha... and my next target maybe a sound system for the TV haha or maybe saving up for Honda Fit haha... still got a long way to go... and life is short do whatever i can right now if not is too late...

and this few days suddenly abit emo and don't know why, maybe lonely for too long already bah, or can say that everybody come and left and i really din't catch it or what. quite happy for my brother got his can say is his target girl lar, and my real brother too... haha... today got operate his tonsilaitise which i'm going to do so in the next few month haha... and which is his friend was there today and it seem like not so simple to me i guess haha... but no matter it is happy can already lar...

Here we go again...

2009-01-07T21:49:00.005+08:00

Here we go again...

A brand new year had started again and things is as per normal no changes but is in process, what will happen in year '09 ? nobody knows but all i know is that Ivan might leaving Adidas and Mi-Adidas at April and everything is to me to handle OMG ! Shant left the team and right now only the two of us at Cathay. can i survive ?

Soccer news haha... January transfer window is open again and Tottenham Hotspur first signing is the old boys Jermain Defoe. he's back again haha... wooohooo... but is good news that he came back to Spurs course Spurs need firepower upfront right now, and i believe he can do the job. haha... although i was hoping Lukas Podolski will come over but like no news about anything and only currently Defoe is back... and Stewart Downing bid had been rejected due to Middlesbrough think that Harry Redknapp is cheating in transfer window.

oh com'on lar Spurs want to keep Robbie Keane and Dimitar Berbatov you all say let them go if they want to leave and right now Stewart Downing wants to leave and come over to Tottenham and you all are stopping it. what the fuck. think what, Tottenham Hotspur is a prostitute club ar fuck y'all of every Premier League club that think Spurs are ok.

and wa... why this few days all my friends like relationship got in a hang-up. Ber and that Andy got so much thing happen but also can't care much and only can accompany Ivan to accompany his sister... went to O Bar after to drink with her although isn't good at all but no choice have to look after her lar... O Bar is not a bad place to hangout too but is quite wulu ar haha...

and also saw one of my friend blog that she and her boy also been called off, what exactly happening in this world right now ? is it a trend right now to break up a relationship ? what a life man... but no matter what happens we still need to move on, not say that wa break up already will die like that... lifes goes on. next one will be better cheer up girls...

and went to Ice3 yesterday(06/01) after also but this time is with Mimi and Ber again haha but this time i bring her to a place that no liquor... only Ice-cream haha... having a relax chill and chit-chatting with our manager feel that things really not that easy and some others things in other country that her friends is staying and working right now...

and ya i bought my Digital Camera already wahahahaha... Sony one and is 10.1 megapixel man, 5x optical zoom, wide-angle lens 28mm(equiv. 135) and Super SteadyShot with Face Detection and Smile Shutter wa... and only cost my $499/- and i save up $100+++ course at first i wanted to buy Canon but the colour wasn't that sharp than i thought but is the design i love it but too bad Sony satisfied me haha...

i found that this sentences is damn meaning from Leona Lewis Hit Single "Better in time" so cheer up ya girls... remember all this words haha... stay happy is the most important thing to do :)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Time To Relax

2008-12-30T19:08:00.002+08:00

Time to RELAX...

whoa... don't even know din't blog for so long already... plus is another year coming up soon and my blog is 2 years old already so fast man...

been working everyday for year end sales period and it seem that i din't stop and take a deep breathe... and recently i start to chill out with my da-jie and Bob they all it seem that i lost track in lot of things and i think i need to catch up with them more often and not only know keep on working and earn money and left out all this tremendous chill out gathering...

cherish is a thing that i everyday keep on learning... course don't know when my time is up and my journey stops. sound emo but is real. days and days is keep on moving and nothing stops just for us especially life, it come and go real fast so do relationship, like a whirlwind just pass through every seconds and we don't notice it.

and now on 4 days PH. holiday for me to relax and rest for my illness... haha.. shock right. ya i'm sick, lonely and lost in direction luckily this few days i got my brothers with me although i din't mention but i feel great... no matter what my tonsilatise is giving me more and more problem and internal bleeding while everyday i wake up and done my normal wash up... hope things will go in my way too...

and plus ya i admit this that i quite in a dilemma that i like Ber sister or that Blondy girl working down at my workplace haha... course i was thinking that i'm not good enough and not those girl will love one so ya i think i might give it up.

glad that Bob found someone he like eh... don't really know is it was that girl but no matter what good for him lar plus everything is going smoothly haha... she cute lar brother just go for it lar brother here support you no matter what lar ya... although to them i'm unknown but is ok lar haha... so don't hesitate so much while things is going in your way so just grab your chance ya...

pictures will upload soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR... ENJOY YOURSELF TO NO LIMIT...

Nov Update

2008-11-26T20:43:00.006+08:00

13 Nov '08

I'm working and also is Shaiful last day with us already and also feel quite sad la course can't have him with us to joke around and his laughter haha... after work and also celebrating Shaiful Birthday haha and is so funny lar the process, his friends told us help them to delay the time as long as possible but we all left already haha...

but in the end luckily Shant(Sunny Boy) was with him haha... so lost one Botak Jones Kakis already... haha...

Everyday happening... mi-adidas shit

mi-adidas minutes related to com. blah blah blah and who the hell go delete Ben folder ? please lar use some common sense leh delete others people stuff ask first can anot simple manners also don't have still wanna in-charge totally bullshit lar

at first i already disagree Aiz to join mi-adidas already now so much problem don't trust me lar now all this shit happen DAMN !

21st Nov til 31 Dec '08 Seasonal Sales

Everybody that wanted to buy some stuff from Adidas please please come to The Cathay Adidas to grab what you want and is on Sales now and while stock last, listen to me WHILE STOCK LAST ! ! ! haha... those who know me come and find me i will give you all some more good stuff haha... thanks

and today(26/11/08) =)

Met up with Da-jie and Bobby at AMKHub for lunch and walk round and round and round about in the Hub itself and took some picture also and they gave me a surprise also by buying me 2 present its cool man i like it although it din't mean cost like hundred few bucks but i appreciate that they gave me such a shock haha... really din't know its for me while we at nebo had another lunch session with Bobby SPC colleague haha... THANKS ! although Wei Zhong and Ronald wasn't here but is ok lar haha happy can already... :X and i saw all those picture that taken today and i was like DAMN I'm BLOATED !

Candid Shot haha...

Brothers

Da-jie and me :)

Us Again.

MMB Gathering :)

Surprises by them...

The Gift .

The Brothers Meaning.

Us at AMKHub Nebo.

Me and Will Smith. haha one of my Idol course i quite like his movie esp. I Am Legend.

Thanks again Da-jie and Bobby :)

KAI 21st Bash

2008-11-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

One of my Brothers 21st Bash

Yesterday went to minkai 21st small party but can see that he feel more than enough already, because friends and family are there to celebrate with him and see his smile still carry us away really feel happy for him... although we got some misunderstanding throughout but i think we can be last time laugh like no one business... think back then really miss those days haha...

i think Bob is right. maybe i really need to build rapport among my friends and get to know more of it, it's seem like i'm in the dark side of the crowd among all my friends. ya i know i'm busy with my work and i get tired easily due to my work and it's seem i'm not the past of me... but no i'm still me, Gilbert still himself a laughing joker that moving around... maybe knowing someone among the closest friend is that good and even fall in love with her even more not right.

everyone wanted to be notice, to be love, to be notify his/her existing that why loving each parties is exist, ya is unpredictable, unmentionable but what i know is that to be sincere is the most important thing of all, i won't give a damn who care about what a person i am or who am i. i will try my best to be more socialise again and be more lifely again, i will bring back the old Gilbert that all my brothers know me before... i guarantee.

loving such a person i won't resist and miss my chance, she doesn't know it and i doesn't want to say it because i doesn't have the confidence in myself, i hope she don't know about all this because i doesn't want to lose a friend. ya you all can laugh go ahead and i can understand because i'm used to it, i'm a laughing stock in the past after all... even though friend laugh at me while i said i support Tottenham Hotspur... i don't feel disgrace about supporting them because i love them, i love them for who they are, what their history is and how did they build up until what they are right now and i'm happy with that cause i Dare and i Do... even if i die and dispurse to nowhere i'm still a supporter for Tottenham Hotspur because i proud of it...

Kai as a brother i feel pai seh for some misunderstanding carry out within and i'm sorry...

When sorrow hit onto human

2008-10-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

When SORROW hit onto human

why did i put it sorrow hit onto human, is because fews days back Bobby one of my brother went for his operation and it's a success but i can't confirm is it successful but see him in such stage of life is kinda sad about it lar definitely course my bond and his just like real brother i can say.

the first days saw him at the ward is kinda hurting while seeing him lying on the bed can't even help him just feel like kinda useless... while changing the needles to another hand see him gush on the pain my thinking is that why isn't me to cover it for him since his family and friends is so worry for him plus his life is better than mine. i told him personall before that i would rather change the situation with him, suffer one is me rather than him and i'm serious.

maybe you all think that "aiya he's bullshitting lar if is real can change the situation he really will do it meh ?" but i can guarantee that if really can change with him i will change with him. i just don't understand why everything in this world is so bloody unfair lar.

although we are not real blood brothers but while you all see us you all can't tell we are not. plus i hope he will get back his health again soon...

Life is so so unpredicable
sometime up sometime low
just like the market all over the world
from riches to bankruptcy.
So do cherish more rather than keep on whining.

Working very hard on my task

2008-10-11T03:04:00.001+08:00

Working damn hard on my task...

Why am i so busy at work ? because i want to show myself some result on my way til now ever since i join back mi.Adidas i wanna show what i can do and i wanna do it in my best way to show my result and prove that i'm really can...

my father ask me, do i like my job and i answer ya absolutely. and ya why i chose Retail this job is because is a job that you all can see lots of interesting customer that maybe in your life you think that won't have such person in life but actually do have those people exist in this world. demand and demand and demand, complaint and complaint and complaint haha... and why i like this job because i can see life... seriously Retail is a amazing job although working hour is nonsense lar but i just love it haha...

and if you all wanna customize your own unique pair of Running shoe, Football Boots, Tennis shoe and Basketball Shoe(Vivo) please support Adidas and you won't regret haha... please do come down to Vivo City and The Cathay Building beside Plaza Singapura not Cathay Cineleisure give us a visit :)

NEWS that strucks

2008-10-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

NEWS that strucks...

Why i said NEWS that strucks is due to one of my brother Bobby upcoming operation due to his back problem that cause him lots of rubbish... at first i never think is that serious but when he told me that his result is that his lower-spine area have a missing bone, i stunned serious i was stunned at the moment...

now he was depress and lots of thoughts in his mind, is natural that he had all this thing in his mind just like me right now in a dilemma whether wanna go for my tonsilatise operation too haha... i got think this before lar, whether is successful or not succesful just be it lar what to do life is so unpredictable, as for if i can't put down alot of things in the end i also have to put it down also... just like whether i'm been love or not to been love it doesn't matter, why ? just don't wanna think that much too...

i ask alot of opinion from friends whether is the right choice to go for the operation or not ? Ivan, Valsy(jie), Shant, Shaiful, Berina they all ask me to go for it and show me the courage to go for it but the risk is there definitely, got worry is normal if doesn't have any then should be something wrong with me haha... what should i do right now ? GODDAMNMIT... sorry i don't mean it.

Trips Cancel, Leave Wasted

2008-10-09T02:05:00.002+08:00

Overseas Trip Postpone, Leave Wasted

firstly overseas trip has been postpone, and four days leave will be staying at home doing nothing and rot like don't know what i also don't know how to describe haha... cancel cancel cancel what the hell lar i can say...

and another stock take is coming up real soon already don't know must re-do don't know how many time for those apparrel wa think back all those stock in the store room is like WOO... haha... this is how i can say lar but how tragic will it be it on that day haha...

shop for shoe again ? should i ? Stan Smith 2.5 Weave/Green and white colour not bad combination i like haha but is it worth not haha... or maybe should save up for next month to get a DigiCam from Sony Gallery ? haha... ahhhhh FUCK IT lar maybe i just get both lar haha...

Happy one day,
Sad also one day.
preference ?

A Feeling that i don't know how to explain...

2008-10-02T00:52:00.004+08:00

A Feeling that I don't know how to explain

周杰倫 new album "魔杰座"
releasing at 09 Oct '08 and i'm listening right now is NICE !

ok let start in this way.. last week got my pay and so fore and go to town with my army buddy Tony to DFS and bought two wonderful Polo-Tee wahaha... and is Burberry lar which cost $375 wahaha... crazy right but is still worth lar please usual price is $500 for two man haha... and got some Tee also from my workplace on half-price wahaha... all i can say is, WORTH IT MAN haha...

and few days back Ivan show me one video clip at http://www.youtube.com/ and is called Jeff dunham - achmed the dead terrorist haha... is so lame i laugh until my jaw like going to drop haha... is soooooo funny lar that skeleton haha... and that puppet favourite lines is SLIENT ! ! ! I KIIILL YOU !! haha... and that face damnmit haha... you all can just go check it out man...

and today while working chatting with Matty and realise that life isn't so great about it and is quite tough about it cause she is apart with her family and she doesn't even have a relationship before and chat with her i can feel some sorrow within her words and i feel sad about it... and she is just one litte small girl lar although is same age as me haha...

and also few sad that chat with Ju(Juliana) on the 30 Sept on break time about some past things.. and she told me that her mother just nice in five days after Ivan mother pass away i was like what the .... and after a few days Rudy grandmother pass away i was damnmit shock about it lar and all this let me think back on my grandfather... that pass away on '99 i just can't take it and i drop my tears and now while i typing i also dropping tears because i miss him, i just miss him alot... because he teaches me alot of thing about being a son... and life things i just won't forget what he taught me... :(

AH Gong.... I Love U

when love changed each other life and people change and life-style change, some to good some to bad and so how tragic it is to be loved or not to be, is depend on each-self whether they want to give themselves a green light to try it on, no matter the result is, is an experiences and there is where they grow... and love is not a lesson because in the end there won't be a certificate said you are graduated unless you're married and start a family...

a day just passed
but a week is just over

BUZZZY

2008-09-28T00:42:00.002+08:00

BUZZZY....

F1 Grand Prix had STARTED and is going to end Later tonight Race who will it be the winner in Singapore will it be Kimi Raikkonen, Felilpe Massa or Lewis Hamilton or maybe is Kovalainen ? let see ya haha...

ok right now is writing about what going on again ya us BUZZZY... and some unhappy things that happen between me n S.Y. if you saw this please ar accuse me say in front of my face ok... ? i'm sick and tired of accusing me while you don't even know a single thing and than come and tell me off ok... i'm flaw ? or maybe you're the one who is flaw ? please lar ok whenever you need someone to accompany you or you need a listening ear who there, ok lar not saying i that DAMNMIT good lar ok but please if i'm flaw i won't give a DAMN about it ok ? plus i also got no strength to argue with you lar if you wanna block me in MSN go ahead lar ok... just go ahead...

overseas planning change plan again we're going to Genting highland wahaha... don't know what can i do up there in the mountain wahaha... open the hotel window and eat the cloud ? haha... hope is a nice experience to go lar haha... why am i going out of Singapore cause i need to relax and recharge and start back to work again in a full batt of me again... or maybe can say to start a new me bah haha... don't know lar talking rubbish wahaha... ok lar FERRARI come on...

on coming exploring trip...

2008-09-24T01:58:00.002+08:00

Up Coming Exploring trip...

Mood: sian(bored) Weather: clear

why is so exciting ? because next month going to Batam or either Bintan to explore course every place need to go take a look see how was it so also an experience for me haha... course in Singapore for so long already din't really go experience other place and really go take a look at it so now is my time to go for it haha... can't wait to 11 Oct haha...

DigiCam is my next next target ever since my iPod, and Hp Laptop now is DigiCam... and i was thinking about Sony DigiCam course of the Cybershot[tm] is good de lar damnmit but i think handphone with camera still can't satisfied me course still got some place not up to standard yet just like why i don't listen song from handphone, that why i bought an iPod wahaha... and why i bought a laptop because tired of waiting my turn to use the com. at home plus some privacy, so now is taking picture still can't get perfect shot so right now is going to get one DigiCam but still need time hahaha...

Sony ? Canon ? Olympus ? what brand can i consider about it ? or i stick to my opinion ? haha
really can't get the decision...

and right now feel like going for a spa & a full body-massage to relax my whole body, right now is so so so stiff like clays sticking on my body wahaha...

is there a TimeMachines exists in this world ?
if there is i hope to go back and restart everything back from there...
haha...

OFF day still work haha...

2008-09-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

OFF DAY still working...

Mood: too tired to have. Weather: Wet again

Yesterday my OFF day but i still working haha but not for long lar only 6 hours extra but is extremely tired lar, doing Standard Chartered Marathon(S.C.M) Running Clinic at Victoria Junior College(V.J.C)

and i thought got babes to see lar but in the end not a single one course they going to have exam soon that why no people in school damn lar... and carry alot of things here and there haha... and the 100plus is like no need money one lar keep on drinking like one kind haha...

after everything head-down to Vivo City to pass back their laptop haha... and Mike told me that he want me to be the leader of Mi Adidas i was like, huh ? you serious ?, course i think i still can't handle that position and Sean is the most suitable one but why me ? why not Sean or Ivan ?
and i talk to Shant just now about this matter but i think just leave it on the meeting day itself see how was it lor...

Things is so predictable, fast and uncatchable
Life is so tight until i nearly lost my breathe
so should i sit down or keep on going ?

BUSY

2008-09-04T01:37:00.003+08:00

BUSY with upcoming Meeting and F1 briefing...

Mood: okay Weather : Wet

Upcoming on the 10 i will be attenting the Grand Prix briefing at he adelphi building haha... quite happy that i'm representing my store to go for it and to understand what coming up in F1 Grand Prix the day itself and will it be helping our sales going up right or will affect our sales.. so hope i won't fal asleep in that seminar... haha...

and oh ya retail meeting is on the coming 10 but i going for that briefing and one more meeting is on the next day about PEP with Alicia, what sial keep on talking on all this rubbish and making me wasting the time going back to store and going to Raffles City for all this such meeting for what ?

plus last but not least our store come new arrival for the Original so do pass-by and take a look and hav some promotion at the Velocity outlet so go get your bargain haha...

and got a bad news is that my health is getting bad to worst i think... my tonsils swell is think in my throat and affect my sleep for months already and every morning before i brush my teeth my saliva all is blood i don't wanna worry my mother but i'm trying my best to hide it from everyone but the doc. did said this if the swell is still on but the problem is that i don't feel that pain at all, i maybe need an operation for it...

any views ?

love ? what that... ?
if i know, i won't be alone...

PAYDAY Tonight !!! ==> Shopping ?

2008-08-27T13:38:00.001+08:00

PAYDAY Tonight ! ! ! ==> Shopping ?

Mood: bored Weather: Heavy Rain

Right now at home watching "Just My Luck" on Star Movies and typing blog as well haha... got nothing better do but got no choice no money so stay at home lor plus is rainning so heavily and Lindsay Lohan is so hot lar but she's a b**** at Hollywood haha...

and oh ya... TONIGHT... is payday woohoo... can spend again wahaha... and going to Ralph Lauren and Lacoste for Polo Tee this month end haha... and finally can purchase my TECHfit powerweb tight hahahaha.... feel quite happy when like going to shop this month end haha...

after spending i think i still quite loaded but must save up if not life damn hard like brick haha...
and 1st sept going having a Botak Jones gathering with Ivan, Shaiful and Shant at A.M.K haha... is so easy for me lar Botak Jones is just right below my place only haha...

is it fat guys is being detested by girls ?
why going for look when looks is worthless
and why not look thru the people heart and do judgement over it ?
lifes isn't so beautiful as i thought

Days...

2008-08-21T01:24:00.002+08:00

Days...

Mood: So-so Weather: Cloudy

Today starting again on doing the customizing on MiAdidas but i going to take fully-in-charge over in Cathay over some days to come... due to Ivan is looking for job and going back to school and study and so fore... and so tough days is coming again need to get it on hand fast and i'm abit rasty haha... course so long din't touch it already haha...

Which mean i going to face more pressure on work in times to come haha... so what would be when everything is on me haha...

Slimming down is my another plan and doing quite hard for it... and my morale wasn't that good due to some reason and don't feel like saying haha... going to try harder when getting my TECHFit PowerWeb tights which will cost me $101.50 after my staff discount haha... quite costy right... but no tights for me i refuse to run haha... :P

This month got company got incentive trip go to Macau but Ivan and me wasn't been choosen because next time is our chance to go haha... but also quite good lar company gave us a $700 travel voucher but i sold to my manager in a half price haha... we all will say i crazy but i'm not... course i won't travel alone and that voucher is only for one person so i rather sell it away and get cash instead haha...

And lastly this month end i'm going to shop for more Polo-T haha... Ralph Lauren, Fred Perry or Lacoste ? and going to save some money to open another bank account to save some money haha... :X

hope someone will pick me up...

Problems.. & some memories...

2008-08-15T00:08:00.004+08:00

Problems... & some memories...

Problems happen in store yesterday... and i was on my off-day so i din't know what exactly happen and is a kinda big blow for the Mi.Adidas team that Ben is being dismissed his S.R.A post and he lost his job due to some issue and some of us quite pity his wife and his about to born daughter.. course got this stubborn father that she had... and actually i quite disappointed that he is my mentor in Mi.Adidas plus teaches me so much in the Technology in all shoe and some fitting of shoe to be present to customer etc. but i can't say that i got no complains about him lar... Jimmy, Sean, and Michael hands on stock and some stuff but he din't and must wear the new uniform "Made For Beijing" to advertises the so-called limited edition T-shirt whatsoever but he din't wear it and blame other for it what the .. although my thinking is abit boyish lar but job is job mah no excuses what..

And i'm going back to reunion with all the Mi.Adidas team-mate hope that this time go back the team will be happy than before those time when i'm in the team. one words to describe "nobody wants to work in an unhappy environment..."

And suddenly today tidy up my stuff and saw some secondary school stuff and saw some note that exhange with those xiao mei and make me misses those day really...! and i think back those happy days in school i wonder is it possible change the time and stop right there and don't grow up course i think singapore life is kinda in a very high pace, this up that up, expenses up and tradition remain pay no up... how ? should i earn more money to shift to other country and settle down ? solution ? haha...

times don't wait
live in no worries and peaces is an gift
lonely person not a bless and happy one...
i'm the one :

All The Days Back...

2008-08-13T16:22:00.007+08:00

"By2" Bai Shi Jie Mei

nowadays i'm stuck with this Twins Sister "BY2" and Jam 蕭敬騰 song... this Twins sister is singaporean ok... and their parents is so supporting lar let them quit their school and go Taiwan to start their career by becoming singer... cool right... and they're 16 only this year... and i like one of their song damn much is call " 愛ㄚ愛ㄚ" is kinda like my feeling of sometimes haha... and Jam 蕭敬騰 is i saw this Taiwan show call "One Million Star I" host by Momoko Tao... and that where Aska 楊宗緯 is born and 蕭敬騰 is the black spider that PK won every people attention for the both of them... and 蕭敬騰 song i like is "收藏", "王子的新衣", "原諒我" & "海芋戀" is really nice...

on the 3rd August my brother held his 21st Birthday at Highland Condo. at Kovan area which is his aunt place and we're kinda early reach there and done nothing haha... but i'm happy that we four finally meet up and is kinda happy for him too... sorry for all the shot that i din't smile actually i got but some is because of the sun and i'm tired haha....

for so long the four brother finally reunion at Bobby 21st Birthday

but short of our Da-jie Tammy...

The three of us discussing for placing our brother Balloon 'spongeBOB' haha
Us again but whose that ?
The famous three leftout of Ronald.
Ron & Bob

And last month the ParkCentral @ AMK is open for showing already and is only opposite of my block only lor and got lotsa people and work is going to finish only at 2010 and we father said yes for it and i'm so delighted lor finally i got my own room in so many years already although is abit late lar but i really like it the plan for is private/HDB housing estate... there is some picture below... nice right... haha

And Finally i got my Laptop last month er... don't know when already but at least got my own laptop no need to share a computer at home right now... plus got own privacy somemore and that feeling is so good lor... plus i think is a good deal for my lappy lar got fingerprint system to lock my lappy and got others good function for it also lar...

There will be somemore update coming up in times to come again haha...

Woohoo...

2008-07-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

Woohoo...

wa wa wa so long din't blog le man... blog getting rasty i think haha...

Last month 15: Company D&D at Raffles Hotel Topic "Around The World"

haha... start work as usual and bring all the stuff that day to prepare for that D&D and went down to Raffles City Mall Original Outlet down there... and The Cathay team go down with Cowboy outfit and they were so shock and say loudly "see who come already al the Cowbowiee" haha i was like huh? what the... after that took some picture inside the outlet and talking rubbish and we left the shop all the people was like what the hell all this people doing i think... all looking at us with a funny because we look quite funny... and i like a L.A.X a mexicano outfit bandit... and alot of people use a fierce look looking at me and my colleague ask me to take down the scarf first haha... and had a dinner and Congrats to Ivan won the competition at talentine haha... and Andy won the funny S.P.S game for our table... haha... that bout it

Last month 30: Euro08 Finals Germany v Spain

what a lousy game of all. is my preference i said because to me that game that game i think is the Germany win that but too bad is P.Lahm and J.Lehmann blew it away and is totally a shame of that lar damn the F.Torres... haha... course all the game to my colleague who v who all i guess correctly but then the final is a misjudge haha... but still also congrats to the Spainard they won and set a new record of having a youngest captain and Goalkeeper to lift up that trophy and he's Iker Casillas from Real Madrid the Galacticos which i dislike the most too haha...

Last 2 month: we hit our store target 2 in a row.

thanks to everyone in the Cathay team we hit our store target twice a row and we fought so so hard for it and thanks all the part-timers also work so hard for the store also... M.S.P also another incredible things happen in our store which is in march we score 0.99 which is damn high le lar short of 0.01 we hit full mark of it lar damnmit siao ar and last month we're the only one pass the M.S.P on 0.91 oh my god i can't believe it what is our team doing ? i think we are ah siao haha...

Few weeks ago:on EPL tranfers market.

i got some issue wanna to say is that what the **** to United and the Reds wanna buy D.Berbatov alright i don't like his attitude also waste me money for printing his name also so sad... and Reds wanna buy Keano then and Sunderland wanna buy D.Bent then who is going to play upfront ? Giovanni Dos Santos alone ? i don't think so and please Juande Ramos(JR) please sign David Villa and don't sign what Pavlyuchenko, Arshavin and what Garcia din't hear of it also lar David Villa, Roque Santa Cruz and Lukas Podolski and Ricardo Quaresma is the best candidate lar where wanna buy Garcia, Pavlyuchenko linking up with Arshavin ? and please please please look for one Goalkeeper to replace or help the pathetic Paul Robinson(Robbo) i think he's so helpless now lar keep on eating chips and burger everyday making himself so miserable... the only praise i can make is Lukas Modric is an EXCELLENT signing for Spurs...

Recently: Adidas own held Chalet at Aranda Country Club.

so crazy that day lar after work straight hit down to Pasir Ris on our store manager Mimi father Toyota cedric and old Taxi haha... had fun and more fun without sleep only mahjong with Ivan, Mike and T.R laughter all along lar can't tahan mike ar with that meow meow meow thingy haha... and also is Raffles City outlet store manager Eileen Mah and Ivan hatch day after that night... full of cranky and funny things had done... and i love Siti young child lar so brave lor not scare of anybody eyes so big so cute haha...

Next coming up on the 19: My Biao jie Wedding Dinner

haha... finally my biao jie having her wedding dinner... last time keep on whining that nobody wants her but now leh you're married liao leh biao jie and stop complaining lar while you complain really look like a tai tai lor please stop it can haha... be people wife liao don't be so stubborn le hor must REN course i know is hard to stay together with another family and everything is on you to take care of them course all this so old-fashion right why all the old peopl can't kai tong ar haha... so happy ar biao jie :) now is i nobody want not you le ok haha...

Spending Spree & Gathering

2008-05-06T14:48:00.007+08:00

Spending Spree

Spend Spend Spend is all i do this month for slipper, shoe, hair treatment and of course food lar dey no food how to survive haha... and actually i still got alot more to buy but is next month things liao haha... and also saving up so oversea trips and my laptop too... so spend what i got haha...

got my haircut done at Twister/Monsoon

cost me around $20.90 and is good de lor

and thanks for Wei Yang recommendation

and recommend Ivy to me

and thanks Ivy for this hairstyle

is so fierce haha

This Adilette which cost me $52

because my workplace no more stock liao

so i bought it at AMKHub. "Adiike" :(

This Tennis TC original prize is $122

i bought with my staff discount

and is only $85.40 haha

1st Apr Mini Gathering

Another gathering in the middle of the night at one Hong Kong Cafe in Upper Thomson Road with Ah Kai, Bob, Janice and me again haha... ate some food and Bobby started to make some lame stuff out again haha... i can still remember he ate the mango desert smell like medicine lar... eee.. haha... and that picture below is Janice and Bobby, coffee and yuan yang(Coffee & Tea) Bob is them curious bout that and can't taste it out lar but actually have coffee taste in it lar haha... that Bobby... oh ya hope he's alright with his MRI scan take care ya brother...

13th Mar Mini Gathering

a gathering with the same group of people again and that is Ah Kai, Bob, Janice and me and is on the 13th Mar thing liao ha... rot at Ice Cube(Ice3) for the day for supper haha... those picture below is our sinful desert haha... mine is the waffle with vanilla ice-cream and chocolate syrup and the next day i got sore-throat haha... Bob and Ah Kai is the same with me but different syrup they top with maple syrup sound like playing maple story haha lame lar... and Janice order is waffle with bananas and maple syrup. all are so sinful haha...

mine order...

Janice order...

Weeks of topics

2008-04-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

Weeks of topics

GAMES on PSP

few weeks back i think... get the game Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core from Ivan and got hooked on that game lar haha... but the sizes of that game is freaking hell lar so big... 1.7 GB want to die ar haha... but in the end got it smaller in sizes from my army friend and is only cost my 1.1GB, 600 hundred MB different and that cool lar haha... graphic is woo ~ ~ de lor haha...

and yesterday rotted at tweety working place lar keep on disturbing and play WLAN games together with our PSP lar but so long din't enjoy together talking rubbish again and i think is worth it lar... meet up more often ya guys...

Decision making(happen few days back and at last)

and few days back i pull off the Mi Adidas Group course i felt damn stress lar got to be bulletproof on the techs.. which is i think is a damnmit things lar who cares bout all that bullshit that we say on the sales floor ? i don't think all of the customer care bout all the bullshit we said to them lar...

and i'm just simle full-timer only ask me to make so much decision for what if all cock up whose going to lend me a helping hand i don't think that the acting manager is going to do it so... and so please do not question me while you don't know me ok... i extremely, totally don't like it... MiMi doesn't done that what makes you think you can ? and so as Fahmy please ar don't critisize me again as a topic ok jokes is joke but don't put me is a label of fun ok TECH-TRAINER... tsk...

recent thoughts...

my buddy and i was thinking that is it ok to open a small counter to do a small business on selling PSP and Handphone and so forth... kinda itchy and wanna try it out see whether is it going to work it out ? i know doing a business is not that freaking easy lar but never try never know mah haha... so see how lar ya bro...

Tired month

2008-03-31T23:10:00.003+08:00

Tired Month...

wah... extremely long din't update my blog-ed already sial.... rotting already haha... so tired everyday due to working lar and recently happen lots of things and have good one and bad one... good one actually also not that good lar... have some dinner thing with my in-charges course they promoted to Senior and Supervisor... congrats to them and my sup. is transfer out and that why we had a dinner last night at makansutra beside Esplanade not lemonade haha... and have lots of laughter yesterday and another person is coming in taking over her place and is a manager sian lor...

bad one is that my brother leaving haha... and Lydia M.I.A what the... all sudden leave lor damnmit never inform also wa lan how can ? want to leave, leave together ma how can left me behind sial... sian lor freaking stress lar fucking MI Adidas what customizing wa lan eh... can die man...

and bought my Crumpler bag already but still on hold and bought my flops from N.U.M flipflop down my working place and is nice lor that flops haha... due to my slippers is going to rot... ah... what a day can anybody save me ? better is to love me haha... kk rubbish... another month is coming and i going to be deadmeat... haha...

Celebrity weeks

2008-03-11T19:13:00.003+08:00

Celebrity weeks

On the 9 March onwards i don't need the ice-kachiang(probation) plate anymore while i driving on the road right now haha... and oh ya this recent day saw quite of couple of mediacorp artistes such as Pan LingLing, Melody Chen and her husband going to be i think ? and Superband winner Mi Lu Bing member Sam the drummer haha... is kinda weird while serving them

few days back after work went to meet up bobby they all for a mahjong session in the end lost $3.60 haha not much lar but is ok haha... and went back home to prepare for the net day for work again... MI Adidas test is about the corner already not much training given and i think i need my own knowledge to go through i think, hope i can get through bah... Fahmy let me pass please is kinda hard to process everything...

and recently my sock are gone and i got to get an new pair of it... and i bought a cap and is damn nice lar... but i prefer mash cap but in the end i din't buy that Orlando Pirates one i bought the other one from Adidas Sport Heritage haha... is nice haha... all with staff discount... that feeling is shiok... haha...

Congratulation to bad days for me

2008-02-29T20:20:00.005+08:00

Congratulation to bad days for me...

first thing first i wanna Congrats all the Tottenham Hotspur fans and all the Spurs player, staff and Juande Ramos... i kinda like him now and one more thing is that i realise that he does look like aa mouse while he celebrated when the player score a goal for Spurs... nine years is damn long ever since back then at the 1999 what they won i really forgot and now they won the Carling Cup over Chelsea at Wembley and now they are the contender of Carling Cup of 2007/2008 all is to Juande Ramos if is not i don't know who should i thank this for course he make miracle, miracle as ? slimming down the player which is overweight with oily fries, hamburger, mayo and all sort of food that make him wanna puke haha... and he slim down BIG Tom Huddlestone and Paul Robinson what a great job he done and he also bring out the best of Aaron Lennon and Jermaine Jenas and lots of player such as Dimitar Berbatov, Robbie Keane and more and one more thing is that he taking care of Ledley King the piler of the team if not Spurs defend is damn... i can say so i damn happy that they won but not only this i hope they won the UEFA Cup this season and if that so which means Spurs mean business...

and right now to me busy schedule all over the month... bought my street soccer boot, shoe bag in my staff discount. and yesterday i lost my Debit card shit... and today earlt morning go to the bank and replaced one back again and the main thing come and i got a high fever over a night and right now i got a gastric flu and what's next ? i really don't know what i know is that i'm damn sorry for my team tonight course i can't play tonight due to this stupid gastric flu hope that i don't cost much problem... hope we win over Vivo team haha and that Ivan full of shit say what want to bite people siao arh haha... return money all i done already and thanks for everybody that helped me so much i damn appreciate it serious and pay my bill that overdue everything is done but now i'm not feeling too well with this stupid gastric flu and my fever... i told her that i can't with her due to i'm fever i explain but no answer back in return what did i donw this time ? ya i'm a man of my word but i'm sick right now how should i do it while i can't ? i won't keep promises that i won't keep if i promise means i will do it but is the matter of time... right now still got what left to buy ? oh the Orlando Pirates mash cap and wristband i think that should be it...

ok lar hope she know my feeling lar if she don't i won't blame her or put the blame on other people course things happen fast that nobody can predict jus like maybe tomorrow morning i will never ever wake up again who knows *touch wood* all this i can say no one... so all this is fate if she wanna blame me i can understand... hope she understand everything i had done is from my heart can already... thanks fate for letting me knowing each and every single one of you all that go through thick and thin with me in friendship, brotherhood and my love... seriously i learn alot... right here i wanna thanks my jie Valerie(Valsy) for giving that sister care i don't even have, my brother Tony and everyone that helps me before seriously if you all doesn't help me today won't have me right here blogging everything out already... and hope she know everything and understand it...

It's undeniable... that we should be together... ?
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...

much more to learn

2008-02-18T11:29:00.003+08:00

Much more to learn...

since 1st Feb '08 is busy for me course i started working again and is only one freaking shift and is 12 - 10 everyday but is ok with me but abit of tired-ness went for Rookie Camp(RKC) sound so rookie but in retail i'm not rookie ok tsk~... and MI Adidas is recruiting me going in to their team and i went for the meeting is damn pathetic lor the team... 4 full time and 1 part time in the team how they going to survive sial... and there is thing i going to learn and is ticking...

another training nah... Tech-Training(T.T) is Technology training please lar yah we get the knowledge but do you all thing customer buy our story ? i think they think we are all bullshitting ok... and do all the stuff doing all this to keep up on the sales i don't think so ok... as i can prove when i started working my ATV is the top ok and sales also the top ok so i don't think there is any reason to bullshit everywhere while they don't buy us understand... talking so much all of you all should be thinking W.T.F this guy referring to right haha... is refer to the management back to the office...

my "brother" called me fews day back and told me Premier Company is hiring people and had quite alot of privileges like providing an vehicle for us to drive, petrol is under company payment and lot of things... and our job is to arrange for those people out there who need an vehicle and rent from us and that simple and i think is kinda good also basic offering is 1.5k(before C.P.F) commission is depend on our incentive blah blah blah... later going down to interview and see see look look how is the job if is good i'm going to say goodbye to Adidas course right now is the cash come first no cash how to survive in Singapore ? Singapore girls also so expensive how to survive with that little money they offering ? so priority is money first :)

why everything is not going so smoothly ??

What exactly is P.S means ?

2008-02-11T18:37:00.001+08:00

What exactly is P.S means ?

explaination anyone ? P.S ? actually P.S i doesn't know much meaning behind it and i do know is only in hokkien call Pai Seh(mean "sorry ar") or P.S is permanent sentence i really got no idea quite strange and i really don't understand what is P.S to alot of people out there right using this short form of it and making me quite confuse haha...

i saw it in Friendster and Facebook people using P.S this short form word in their testimonial on their friends but what actually is P.S means i really don't understand. and just now in the bus i was attracted by the mobileTV advertisement of this movie call "P.S I Love You" U.S version but what actually is P.S can anyone tell me or explain to me what is that meaning ? sorry ar i'm quite outdated haha... so please type on my CBOX and explain it to me thanks :)

The day of blur-ness and giddy-ness

2008-01-31T16:18:00.001+08:00

The day of blur-ness and giddy-ness

Adidas Singapore Pte Ltd at Jalan Bukit Merah the Old HDB Central

yesterday went down to Adidas Singapore company which is located at Jalan Bukit Merah is kinda far when i'm inside the bus of SMRT No.961 and that driver is like.. oh my god talk about this i'm quite piss off and it's seem that he had lots of phobia in him at traffic-light and bad hearing of his... making lot of stunt like sudden brake, doesn't dare to dash through the hazard light while the bus is at the line of the traffic-light, can't hear the bell rang and misses the bus-stop an metre away what is this ?

and i'm like having some giddyness for his moving and stopping instantly in one move that making my head so giddy damn... i was like wanting to take down the bus no. plate and complain about this and for everybody safety... damn risky to sit onto the bus that he drive i can say that man...

after all the thrilling ride i reached the place and i thought the building is damn far lor but in the end is just right beside the Bukit Merah bus interchange i was like -.-" and then went up to the Adidas company had interview and the manager talks about lots of thing i was like ok. ok. in my mind haha... had sign the paper and tomorrow going down to the company again for some training of briefing something like that and is 10a.m must reach oh god long time din't wake up in the very early morning already haha... i guess i can make it lar haha... ok everybody got time go down to the Cathay Shopping Mall look for me or pay me a visit i will really appreciate everything haha... what am i talking haha ok lar takecare everyone and peace *

Perception

2008-01-28T13:11:00.001+08:00

Perception

recently i'm thinking about some of the past few years stuff and current stuff... erm... notice is the words that i can say that for all this thought that i had it right now and the feeling is kinda funny lar.

all is bout feeling as in why people must hurts each other feeling... making each other like a fool making so many people killing their brain cells making all of us walking in circles when we just don't get things right... ya... i really just don't understand sometime when two person loving each other and they doesn't admit that they're. PLEASE ARH don't f****** act like shame of all this or whatever people think you all people are ok... love each other just admit out lar is it so shameful to prove to admit to commit to fight for it ? is it ?

and yesterday i sms one of my friend call Aileen and so shocking that she is busy and still can sms me in return haha... sorry ar friend at that late time still disturbing you haha... and was asking her that some topic bout girls out there right now in Singapore. alot of my friends(Girls) said that girls actually is very simple as what they needed from a guy that they wanted... and she told me that is depend on what type of girls they are. ya that the fact... by the way thanks ar Aileen sorry to disturb you haha...

sorry no offence to all the girls out there in Singapore if you all came across and saw this post... but to me girls isn't that simple at all... they're extremely complicated as we know... course this is a common problem when we guys treat a girls/ladies damn good and they think that we got motive behind everything... and while we ignore or treat them quite bad or even more bad, ok... ? they say we guys don't love them anymore and suspect we have another girlfriend in hand. so what you all girls/ladies actually wanted ? we guys say the truth you all don't believe. when we guys say the lies you all go and believe all that shit... is it you all wanted to proof that you all are all fickled minded ? what happening in this world ? can anyone explain to me what exactly the girls are thinking or give me a conclusion or solution for everything ?

不過是想愛你, 不過是想和你在一起, 可是... 可能嗎?

movie marathon

2008-01-21T13:56:00.001+08:00

Movies Marathon

haha... think back then felt quite funny too... had not been watching movie since don't know but re-start watching movie the first time again in cinema is with her and we watched "I now pronounce you Chuck & Larry" and watched "I Am Legend" with my "brother and watched it twice haha course is damn nice lar haha...

and few days back borrowed quite alot of DVD from my "brother" and watched a marathon of it haha... got 200 Pound Beauty and is damn touching peoples hearts lor done so much but in the end still hurts what sial... and Spiderman 3, Underdog, Blade of Fury, Balls of Fury, Brotherhood, Redline, Resident Evil Extinction, Ratatouille and somemore can't remember already and was so tired about it lor watched everything in one and a half days and finished it everything haha...

and recently don't know why this matter keep on coming across my mind and stick on it... and is how do you all think bout me ? it seem i not that popular among my friends and girlfriend and i don't know why and what i had done or i did wrong ? everyone just like telling me you're not sucks lar or whatever lar but i do feel something that is not right lor... and if i don't have something wrong in me then why those who i loved before all just dump me and left without a reason why ? can anyone explain... ? don't tell me is complicated course all those excuse is totally bullshit... two-time just say two-time lar or fall in love for another person just sound out lar do you know how much does it hurts just leaving all the shit just like that ? ah... bullshit lar...

Busssssy

2008-01-14T12:38:00.001+08:00

BUSSSSY...

On the Friday which is 11/01/08 was help my "brother" Tony elder sister, under-going childcare which is located at Woodlands/Admiralty 888 Plaza #02-741 to help out and our task which is un-screw all of those chair in the picture as shown and spray it but in the end we painted it and everything is done only yesterday what the ... 90 chair and finally is done haha... the place is huge and the path way is kinda narrow but is ok lar, for children ma haha... and we shagg-ed out

this three day was at the childcare helping out and was given a 50 buck all everything haha.. kinda happy that have some money lar haha... what a cheapskate am i haha... and this three day end up at home around midnight 3a.m and the latest 5a.m luckily my brother brother-in-law send me back home if not my pocket going to have a BIGGEST hole of my lifetime haha.. but after all is kinda shiok lar course long time doesn't had all this type of feeling after army time doing those LRI preparation... working as team those feeling now think back then is quite fun though but is OVER haha... all is memories now... that why memories is all kept inside us...

actually i'm quite envious that my brother family lor... can sit down and make fun of each other and laugh together not like mine everybody giving each other black faces... and quarreling all the time maybe that why all are guys in the house that why haha... but nevermind lar fate what.. live with it lor haha... i can't remember when is the time that my father bought something that i wanted already i think... none of it lar... haha... and my love life also in a mess too lar everytime falling in love in the wrong person and being dumped and sometime i felt i'm quite useless in whatever i tried to done perfectly ya maybe i need a tutor to teach everything all over again lar haha... aiya f*** it lar now i can understand that those people out there who or whom said that LIFE SUCKS... i can feel that too right now... so everybody listen... don't make your next generation suffer and curse you in the back now we should work hard and let our own next generation to enjoy and don't be selfish... maybe you all will think that i'm talking bullshit but in times to come you all will AH-WEEE.(agree) with me and realise it.

and oh ya if you all have relative or friend that have a children to take care and need to work in the same time can try go to this Childcare at 888 Plaza #02-741 which call Champkidz(A Centre You Can Trust)

I Am Legend/some sense of humour

2007-12-31T12:39:00.001+08:00

I Am Legend

on the 29 which is two days back me and Tony went to Causeway Point to catch this show I Am Legend and is worth to watch it actually we intent to catch two movie another is Warlord but the time is clash so that we rather choose some modern show than those song chao years movie but when i watch I Am Legend got some part of the movie make me very touched... which is the Dog(Samantha) and Will Smith(Dr. Robert Neville) the legend legacy is truly born in their bonds... the story-line of this show is very good i love it but i hate the camera shooting is damn shaking make my feel giddy haha...

the story of this show is bout a cancer is spreading at New York City and got one lady doctor said she cure 1009 of cancer patients and is indeed a bullshit and ruin the biggest city in the world... and the government had no choice to abandon it and Dr. Robert Neville which is the one who sacrifice himself and stay at the abandon city to search for cure and is telling us bout the determination and metal torture of this show and how hard you need to escape from those blood sucking vampire which is turning from us human... and Dr. Robert Neville make traps to catch the vampire for experiment for testing research something like this but in the end he can't take it anymore due to he's alone for 1001 days and he's metality is going crazy and he stepped on the trap he made... and the vampire which recognise Will Smith put those v.dog to attack Sam and Will Smith...

and lastly Sam is changed to v.dog and Will Smith had no choice but to kill it himself sad right... i'm sad too while i saw the part of the movie... haha... but in the end the cure is found from the vampire he took back to his lab... and the day turn dark the vampire which recognise him found his nest and attacked him, Anna and Eden... but in the end Smith took the blood from the vampire which is a cure to Anna to escape and Will sacrifice himself to save everybody with that blood...

this is telling us don't be a hero to make a cure without a fantastic result and make the world in danger, from curing the citizen to harming them is not right...

this show is worth your cash i mean it...

yesterday went to my secondary school-mate son one month... and i realise times really flies my classmate now already have three mother one father already oh my god i can't really believe all this but i had to... so i wish them for what they believe in lar...

after everything we went to Compasspoint starbuck for coffee session and Lionel have lots of lame shit to distribute freaking lame of his... while in school time he is a quiet type of person right now oh my god can't stop talking and mentioning that lady name Cecilia although i don't even know who is that but i just can't take it anymore of his shit lar keep on mention i heard already also bored... i think i also need to talk more and makes girls laugh also lar then maybe i will have a girlfriend also haha dream on... haha ok lar i think that all for today post and oh ya... after tonight is 2008 already i wish everybody that is wooing for a girlfriend right now or just break-up one happy 2008 and those going to have girlfriend be more cherish bout everything and those who just break-up one don't be sad everything can be solve or maybe next one will be more greater than what you all had it right now so just enjoy to the fullest ya...

A Day of stuckness and a joyful ending

2007-12-28T17:10:00.001+08:00

A Day of stuckness and a joyful ending

yesterday... actually Tony is coming to my place to relax and talk rubbish together but in the end some spoilter came home and ended up meeting him at AMK Hub Fairprice Xtra indeed is Xtra and suddenly went down to another Hub is HDB Hub to look for Chen Zirong one of the mother f***** big cannon in army time but now also still the same... once a leopard won't change his spot indeed haha...

and ended up sitting at the Toa Payoh interchange for quite sometime then we suddenly thought of Esplanade but we went to Raffles City first but left damn fast haha... and then stuck at Esplanade library 'Dance' corner when i step into it i was like "wah... are you kidding me" is damn gorgeous lor just like what i thinking for my dream plan of my home in future is damn cosy lor i love that feeling... than stuck at the library until quite late and Tweety and Zi Xiang came down to pick us up to go Jurong and makan... so and so after that went to Twee house for tiles session which mean Mahjong time haha... play overnight and reach home nearly 10 in the morning... i think i only slept for 2 hours and right now i damn energtic lor don't know why but my body are aching damn...

i need a Salonpas thanks ! haha... and also have some photo that i took yesterday and on our KTV session on the 18/12/07 with Bao(Pork), Tony, Tweety, Zi Xiang(Andy Lau Die Hard Fans), Woo(Bread Master) and Me of course haha...

enjoy...

The best night view in Singapore

I Love this corner of the Library is so cosy

Tony & Me unaware shot while
we're are taking for each other haha

Some of the epic stuff

Tweety & Tony(T&T) tune in their high mood

Changing Backgrd that i found it nice in Cineleisure K-Box

MERRYCHRISTMAS*

2007-12-25T22:19:00.001+08:00

*MERRY*CHRISTMAS*

whoa... quite long never blog liao still so quiet in my blog not like others so many laughter around it haha... oh ya MERRY X'MAS to everyone and a HAPPY NEW YEAR up ahead wish all of you all wishes come true... of course include mine too lar haha...

haha today quite happy that i receive my little small sister e-mail about how is her right now and etc. miss her sooo much been years already din't met up liao, she at Carolina S.A right now if i'm not wrong miss her soo much indeed i do so haha... no like others that make you think or feel that you got that opportunity of hope but in the end is just a checkmate haha ok lar erm... wish every christian out there and whatever religion out there a happy new year with good result...

One year-old to my BLOG

2007-12-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

One year-old to my BLOG haha...

haha... my blog is one year old haha... so fast ya another new year is coming upon us again and is 2008 and oh yes is EURO 2008 haha... all about Soccer/Football lar me haha...

few days back erm... Tweety had already shouted his O.R.D and finally got his pink object haha... and waited Tony to knock-off and during the time the three of us walk from Paragon to Plaza Singapura and went up to the Arcade and had fun haha... see Wee Bao play the mini-basketball game and it seem he very professional on it haha... and after that we tried the game call stacker and it seem i got hook onto it and i nearly get the major prize argh!!! damnmit so sway haha... and due to that game we keep on woo, woohoo back to Paragon and sit at Paragon stair talking our past thing and lots of shit haha... and torn overnight at Admiralty Mc.D and had a cup of Ice Latte and is nice haha... Twee also had Ice-Latte haha... and the three of us talking rubbish and laugh like nobody business haha... but Tony went home due to working the next day haha... so sad din't took picture, lazy maybe haha...

lots of funny joke and laughter is back again within us and thats the usual us haha... if we din't laugh thats not us haha... but short of ah Woo, Manfred that terrorist and Twee buddy Zi Xiang...

tonight is another showdown of Tottenham Hotspur and Manchester City and Spurs is going to show something they best on...

J.B trip w/ campie Buddy

2007-11-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

J.B trip w/ campie Buddy

around 12 plus i went down to Jelutong C.C and is located at Sembawang to accompany my camp brother and is Tony lar haha... course his elder sister is hiring teacher due to opening her own child-care centre lar... saw lots of pretty girls and malay pretty also lar haha... and see that what Daddy Care Day or Daddy Day Care whatsoever lar repeat and repeat again i was like -.-" haha and i recalled that my xiao mei Xin Yee is working there and have a chat for awhile but din't take photo so sad haha... live so near but never meet up for so long... haha and around 3 out alittle go Tony place to get his passport and we proceed to our plan haha J.B

and a trip to J.B recently back on 24/11 after my lonely 21st Birthday... and we only stuck at City Square the whole day and is damn noisy in that building and is helding some family games in the mall and quite shock course the host is Wang Zi Jiao haha, have some picture taken below but not much haha... and went to eat our lunch at Mc.D and is so hot in there *basket* you know what, the AIR-CON is DOWN -.-" and while we eating we saw lots of M'Sia small ah beng and we talk bout something, my buddy and i laugh like nobody business haha... after everything went to the Levi's store down there and see the product over there is like "oh my god... look so fake still got the Lots word beside it haha..." and so so we went to a hair salon is call "FOX" and got one hairstylist call Lily, she is a malay lady but so shocking she can talk so much language... Chinese, Cantonese, Hokkien, Korean, Japanese and much more lar haha... and most of all friendly lar haha... so anybody went to J.B and suddenly got the thoughts of cutting or whatsoever to your hair can go there find her Lily haha.. good service compare to our local salon... (there're some picture below i taken at J.B)

after all that i went to my brother home to overnight and have a chat with her on the phone and told her all my feeling out and seriously i don't know does she understand or she don't... told her lots of lots of things... but everytime she just seem giving me discouragement rather than encouragement... i was damn sad lor seriously whatever she request for i will try to give my best to it just like she wanted that game but she can't find where is selling it i try and go lots of places and drenched... and just like this haha... tough luck for me i think... maybe i'm just a fool lar give in so much for what haha... I'm HURTED too deep F*** and the next day morning my brother chat with me about this problem and explain lots of things and i realise that no matter what i did or i done she won't been touched she will just "oh ok" or just a "ok" that it... that is what i realised while my brother said so much to me... my brother asked me who is the first one everytime she mention to you in our converstion and that person is she love one... course in our conversation doesn't have me related in it... always Shawn, Shawn, Shawn, Shawn or Azila, Azila, Azila but not me.

and seriously i'm not doubting her or don't trust her for listening to me or whatever... if asking is a doubt, if care is a doubt too... then what for ask if you do care bout the another person, of course you all care for the person that you love then you all will ask right ? and shouldn't is a doubt what but why does she place it that way ? ya right maybe asking and caring is a doubting attitude towards someone, nobody knows... so ya right now i don't wanna ask, i don't wanna care and i don't wanna give a damn...

when i tell my brother this he reply me saying this in chinese "Yi Si Qian Qian" and he also mention this to me and i wake up is to this... "if you got chance she always will mention bout how yours day, show care and concern for you or maybe ask you out for a dinner or something like that" i was in a daze but in the end i wake up seriously i woke up... hai... why my tragedy everytime ended up like this others can so happy but mine are always so sad...

taken in the bus while coming back to Singapore

took picture of ourselve haha in Sepia mode i look so shag haha

the new Marlboro flavor recycle pouch i'm not a smoker ar haha

I'm 21

2007-11-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

I'm 21

today is my 21st Birthday should be happy but i feel very lonely... the first one to greet me is Chia[x2] in MSN and a seconds later is Iris sms me and she called me greet me i'm so happy... and one shocking one is Irene smses me too haha... thanks to everyone that remember my birthday... i really very happy and my lovely mother bought me a small cake and that is enough lar... mother i love you muacks! and her too i love her too haha... hope she know lar haha... and no celebration is going on course everybody is busy with their stuff or i just go through with it lor what to do no love one celebrate with me no friends celebrate with me but is still ok with me lar...

my 21st Birthday cake from my Belove Mother

Driving my my Rented car Honda Fit haha... Thanks! Brother...

Greetings! ! !

2007-11-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS! ! !

This month is full of GREETINGS... due to alot of my friend this month Birthday and yesterday is my LONG[X17]... childhood friend and same block some more haha... a grown pretty lady lar and our 21st this year she celebrate with her love one me celebrate with myself and hope she and xiao di get marry soon haha... so tired nowadays and three more days is my 21st birthday so boring the person that i love is with her childhood that also wooing her for god damn years haha... why i so sway(bad luck) every year is a sway year

and few days back heard from Iris that they all going to get me a birthday present for me i was like wah... so long, first time getting birthday present from friends haha... Thanks ah Iris i mean thanks to everyone that contribute lar haha... don't say me thanks so early lar is a manners to thanks haha... sound so thick skin haha... so tempting just like Chia[x2] that time that feeling haha... keep on thinking what they are getting for me and is my first time getting present somemore haha... so hope there are more chances to get more present bah haha...

so sad so sad 真的學不來... 嗨! ! !

Shocking NEWS of Singapore Undergrad...

2007-11-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Shocking NEWS of Singapore Undergrad...

At first i din't know about this and is a program call "Hey! Gorgeous." din't get to watch it due to program clash on TV and my brother ask me to bought the Today NewPaper(TNP) and he told me about this news haha... this contestant name called Lloyd Soon(what a unique name) a student from NTU doesn't know his own country Minister Mentor(M.M), of course is our GREAT Mr. Lee Kuan Yew lar... oh my god... haha... and he answer another question which is the BIGGEST continents as Europe and i was like -.-" what the... the answer of course is Asia lar don't tell me he doesn't even play the board game call "Risk" ? yah i read through the article yah maybe i can't call him a disgrace lar due to he can't understand chinese in the question was given to him... and which mean Singaporean don't take chinese seriously, can't lor... now our market in need of chinese and even now ANG MO is also know how to speak our chinese and what the hell Singaporean don't even know how to speak chinese ?

don't know about our Minister Mentor(M.M) is ok with course i don't even care whether you know it not... but continent leh... holiday you all people like to travel to other country right biggest continents don't even know about it what is this ? Europe... Europe money is the biggest lar that i know but continent oh my god haha... seriously i asked some of my friend they also don't even know some asked "eh... don't know leh, eh... wait wait is it Europe" i was like haha... so now which mean that Lloyd Soon, 23, need to study chinese seriously haha... so buck up ya haha... i'm not teasing him or what lar i'm just stating the fact lar... so no offence ar haha... is it this another SAGA ? haha...

Thoughts of thoughts

2007-11-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

Thoughts of thoughts

Today... i mean the whole day i was at home... thinking recently what happen and some of the things happen in the years back... yah i'm been so weak towards lots of things... my problems with my brother and yah especially my love-line the most lousy problem in my life right now haha... and eleven more days i going to be older another year and heart is going to be more heavier why i like that say leh... more and more things i need to settle be myself more and more responsibility i must taken up and more and more money i must earn... and of course my screwed up love-line i need to clear up the big mess haha... but how should i start first ?

yah alot of people will say that of course earn money lar no money how to survive... yah everything in this sentence is logically right but money can't buy friends and love. that the fact if money can buy friends they're not your true friend that will share everything with you and love definitely can't buy if can buy those girls is out for your money not your heart... so what to sort it out ? that another problem and in this world there are no problem is can be solve is impossible... well i should sit down and think through everything again haha...

oh ya got a GREAT !! news to all Spurs FANS and ME they finally win another Premier League 4 - 0 over Wigan the Latics... two from J.Jenas and each from A.Lennon and D.Bent thanks for all this GOALS is all Spurs need it so desperately haha... and first match won lead under Juande Ramos not bad tougher challenge is coming ahead i got confident in them keep it up man...

Another Sleepless Night !

2007-11-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

Another Sleepless Night !

Yesterday a misunderstanding turn to disaster

waited her to go home and give me a call but in the end after i sleep until 2.51a.m she called she said she fall asleep and of course i wake up and chat with her and until awhile later i know i been very sarcastic, i'm just teasing her only but i not yet even finish my sentence she hang up the phone i doesn't like the way she do that because what for kap(hang) my phone i not yet even finish my sentence and explain and she don't even give me a chance to explain call her back ignore and hang up the phone... keep on sms her but no reply... keep on calling her but no reply call until my handphone battery dead still no sense of picking up from her what should i do then she will understand everything, haha... i'm so useless want to make someone that i love to be happy but in the end ended up she piss off...

she want me to talk more so i changed to more irritating and talk more but she still doesn't like and satisfied it and now what should i really do ? all i want is just to make her happy or more happier but do she get it ? ya sometime my words was harsh but i really don't mean it, i done so much is because of what ? do she know all my affort ? do she know i done so much thing is for her ? ya maybe in my situation right now is one-way will... done so much thing is for what, change so much is because of what, give in so much is for what ? nobody really know how i feel... i just want to make our current relationship have more fun and laughter but in the end, ended up in today midnight situation... keep on calling her keep on sms her just no response... haah... keep on calling and sms until morning sun rises... din't get back to sleep, can't get back to sleep i mean... just lying on my bed and my phone keep on giving me warning bout is going to dead ya in the end was dead and she just still no reply...

i just want to apologise but she just don't want to give me that chance to, so what you all ladies out there really want ? can anyone tell me ? is it so hard to satisfy a person or lady ? right now i'm DAMN confuse lot of voice surrounding my ear harassing and doesn't want to let go... what should i do now i really don't know. today morning midnight i went to find her which mean went to her place there i don't think she know... and about near to 5a.m a police officer approach me said to me

P.O: Hello! boy what're you doing here at this hour.
Me: oh i'm waiting for my friend
P.O: no excuse, better go back home now and don't try to be funny with me ok...
Me: ok i won't do anything stupid trust me.
(in the end walk faster to avoid more problem)

and because of all this i ended up drenched and my left-knee hurts again can't really walk that fast as usual and ended up went back home i'm just really don't know what am i doing...

i done so much also just want to attract her attention but i think she just never notice everything that i done from the start til right now... haha... sucks right... i'm just so useless lar... everything screwed up haha... useless bump

i'm really HURTS AH... ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do I ?

2007-11-08T11:01:00.000+08:00

Do I ?

Recently am i really too sensitive ? maybe i am.. ya everytime i'm the one was at fault everytime i'm in the wrong, do concern for someone is it a fault ? love someone is it a wrong ? if everytime i'm the one at fault and wrong i don't think i'm able to give any each each of everyone out side this world of my opposite sex... seriously i really did tried my best but in the end just ended up like a waterfall of don't know where keep on pouring onto the ground with a very big impact like falling onto me and really hurts me, really... just now she told me why nowadays i so sensitive ? i sensitive is because of what ? ya maybe i'm too over by saying "all i do is for her..." if her behaviour is not so stubborn not so whatever do you think i will give a damn about it and why i care is because i still love her and that the fact and my feeling will not be in such way.

ya sometime i did thought about am i a really faulty, sickening, very hard to understand or a condem disease person ? do i ? and is it so hard to be understand and to be love by someone that i love ? there you see so much question for just one topic indeed ya maybe i'm that suck... 21 years and counting what a pathetic guy i am... ya maybe outside got more pathetic people than i am right now so i also can't think in such way too...

as what i can say now is i still won't give it up course is not my way of doing...

ya i will wait for the outcome of the answer from her but i won't be the old-self towards her anymore right now course no point giving care while she think i too controlling... and concern think i too naggy and ya i will stop all this and now the only thing is see whether she still will call me in the middle of the night or call her childhood or whatsoever... and maybe i'm not the one she will seek. right now i'm really very confused... don't ask why ? i really never step into this situation before haa... really damn confused... treat her well say i blah blah blah treat her bad also say i blah blah blah. why ? so what you all want me to do ? STOP MAKING ME WALKING IN CIRCLES ! can just tell me straight not ?

P.S: NO offend... if this post did have anything make anyone angry I'm Sorry... i'm just stating my feeling out... if got any OFFEND, I'm Really Sorry...

My Blood Brother Birthday...

2007-11-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

My Blood Brother 24th Birthday

Today is my own blood brother 24th Birthday... a few days his friend celebrate his Birthday at 'Double O' and he was drunk haha... was being sabotage by his damn long years friend and friends haha... another year older already and 18 more days is my Birthday also but too bad everyone is busy plus i can't even book a chalet on that day from January til now... so sad right like lots of people same birthday date with me haha... no wonder alot of people and friends say i look common haha... what rubbish... plus my birthday is among my friend like the last one in their list and they might forget or they already forget haha...

and ya Birthday is just like a normal day but this year really just like another normal day for me like 21 birthday not so important haha... too bad lar friends not free schedule so packed what to do plus Army de Army, study de study and working de working how to sial... haha... and oh ya 周杰倫 new album <<我很忙>> is really nice although he singing is not so clear but is his style and i really one of his song inside this album due to the tempo and his singing is quite clear in this song the title is <陽光宅男>, <蒲公英的約定>, <無雙> and <我不配>all this four is i listen through his album many many times and i really like this four song... not only <牛仔很忙> nice others also very nice haha, sian man his concert in Singapore i going to miss it again... is coming soon lar sian haha...

and i saw this sentence somewhere i forgot lar haha not important lar words haha and think bout it and is quite meaningful is wrote in like this... 人生就是個挑戰, 沒試過, 沒拼過, 沒愛過, 怎麼知道結果是什麼.

周杰倫, 的新轉記, 新風格的, 我很忙-On-The-Run 真的很不錯

Tomorrow is Chia[x2] & Irene Birthday...

2007-11-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Chia[x2] & Irene Birthday...

Oh yah... tomorrow got two of my lady friend birthday and they're ... ya named up there haha... Chia[x2] present no news yet from Shi hui and Irene no news whether Van they all are celebrating with her not plus i currently broke so must belated then give the present lar haha... Chia[x2] present Hui and me really got no idea what we are getting for her course what she wanted right now i think she had it already like Laptop, PSP(Slim) and etc. lar so is kind of headache yah... haha... and ah hui told me she maybe getting tops for her bah and of course also counting me in for that lar :X haha...

and for Irene really no news for that so far and currently i really don't know what are they going to do for her haha... and for me i will just greet her a Happy Birthday message bah course i really never go down to Vivo City for weeks i think haha... so i think that should be it bah...

and Congrats to Tottenham Hotspur for another Win since August til now... yah no big deal because is Blackpool from lower divison and is 20th on the league table yah no big deal but to Juande Ramos(Spurs Boss) is a confidence match for the players right now deal to a really bad start for Spurs record in 15 years back... so for their main focus is this Saturday match against Middlesbrough at Riverside Stadium so is very crucial for them right now and i got fate with them and think they can do it for a win over the Boro...

Another Defeat for Spurs & A Draw for Liverpool & Arsenal

2007-10-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

Another Defeat for Spurs & A Draw for Liverpool & Arsenal

Yesterday... went to see my grandma in Tan Tock Seng Hospital(TTSH) and went some of the places at Novena like Velocity, Novena Square & United Square look for a PSP game for her and i'm drenched due to rain lar of course... but i can't find that game she wanted and i ask help from my ex-colleague and help me find it in Tampines area and seek some of my friend to find it for me nearby their places... and result is Causeway Point and West Mall have it... when i wanna go down from Novena area my friend told mi the place at West Mall is close -.-" so in the end i ended up in going home lar...

reach home of course i dry myself up first and watch Tottenham Hotspur v Blackburn Rovers but in that match got three hand-ball made by Blackburn players but all is not given is totally bullshit... and saw the successor of the departs of Martin Jol, former head coach(Manager) of Sevilla F.C Juande Ramos was with Daniel Levy the Chairman of Tottenham Hotspur and Spurs is ended up is a defeat of 2 -1 full time score... i admit Spurs defending need some buck up session with it course is totally a big mess up behind the D-line... and half-way of the match she called me... and we had a chat for awhile and another 3 hours plus bah... she not in the mood due to some idiotic scum make her so moody so i accompany her lar not say i good or what lar is i should do de lar... and gave her alot of advice not to be so easily being bullied and in chinese saying not to be so being eaten up by someone else...

and oh yah while telling her i went to where where where to find for her that game she wanted it so much but in the end she told me she got it already i was like wa lan eh bought liao also never tell me let me go so much places to find but she apologise lar and i also din't blame her lar and ladies is like this de lar no offend when they're in the foul mood they will forget something around them bah... and on and on she tell some lame and speechless joke to make me not so piss lar but quite good to laugh lar haha... and i hope all those advice or whatsoever i told her hope she get into her head bah course i do think she don't know to be in like this...

oh ya... Liverpool v Arsenal is a crucial match but Liverpool can't hold on their lead and ended up in a draw but Spurs also not that good enough lar make me piss off so much yesterday especially Tom Huddlestone is totally a BIGGEST joke ever... so sad for Val Jie Liverpool team can't make Arsenal speechless for that and that Cesc Fabregas score an simple touch shot in the 80th minutes to full time and make it a 1 -1 draw... and in the end Arsenal left undefeated in Anfield, right now for that Arsenal cocky young team in Premier League hate that...

hope she know all i do is for her bah... hai... haha... she happy i happy lar :\

wah D.Levy departs M.Jol & C.Hughton

2007-10-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

Wah D.Levy departs M.Jol & C.Hughton

Yesterday after UEFA Cup match Spurs v Getafe, Manager Martin Jol and first head coach Chris Hughton was departs by the chairman Daniel Levy that desperato is chasing Juande Ramos from Sevilla who are a success of UEFA Cup winner last season... and now i hope Jose Mourinho or Juande Ramos can come over to Tottenham Hotspur and take over and make it over and win in top four or whatsoever again to get in to UEFA Cup again or Champions League for the very first time since don't know when... haha... i know i doesn't like Jose Mourinho that much i admit but i never doubt his ability of winning cup or whatsoever again course he prove his critics while he just reach Chelsea he's cocky but he did twice to lift up Premier League title crown for Chelsea but when he left English Premier League seriously i do miss his arguing with the referee haha...

argh... damn sian... for this two weeks keep on playing my PSP and unlock the BURNOUT "DOMINATOR" and for today i unlock four to five cars and from Browze Medal to Gold Medal feeling was quite shiok but in the end stuck at home waiting for SIB reply for my UserID and Password to start work at Motor Image how long i still must wait haha... and this Escape classical music from Jim Brickman i like it very much and also my recently ex-girlfriend one of her favourite music too haha... hai... miss her... what should i do to win her back ? i love her and i'm still waiting... :)

A Night Hang Out With My Army Bro

2007-10-17T02:51:00.001+08:00

A Night Hang Out With My Army Brother...

haa.. today went down to Vivo City for a visit of my previous job team members... miss them so much and they did too... haha... so glad about it... afteplace r that went down to Suntec City to visit my first ever in-charge Ann Xiao Jie... she still so blur and cute wahaha... course passing Poh Lye pay slip to them when i was at Vivo and collected mine... and suddenly Iris and Wendy appear at Suntec and pass a Donut for Ann so sweet of them but not for me haha... never had such thing happen in my life though haha...

hai... still can't really put thing down... so called my Army brother just now wanna come out to hang out but in the ended stay put in his house wahaha... have some chat... bout recently what happen to each other... and whatsoever... and while we're talking about someone that in our army life and suddenly he appear while we're withdrawing cash at the ATM machine haha... and have some chat and some laughter and some screwing session haha...miss those day but somehow is great that our two years of army life is over no more BMT no more training just like our burden is lesser but now is re-service that is messing around with us haha...

hai... yesterday in a football session i was hurted haha... my left knee cap old injury is back again due to a crash of tackling against each other... and from tomorrow onwards i think i going to buck it up with a protector for three weeks or more maybe haha... what the hell... F*** those creep life happening in my life wahaha... HURTS man damn when will it recover

oh ya... damn unlucky seriously forget lots of things while i left Levi Strauss Signature... forget to pass back them the what AIA whatever card that let all the staff consult a doctor only cost 5 dollar and because of that i can't get my 9 last days pay bullshit...

and ya i really don't know what i doing right now is right or wrong... ya i said i will wait for her course my feeling for her right now is still in me right now... maybe i will met up someone that give me another feeling or maybe don't say i thick skin lar... she fallen into me leh nobody knows what will happen in times to come... hai... i just don't know why everything onto me is not going smoothly all the times... i really can't take it of this freaking fate or whatsoever... i'm not a study-material, my love life sucks, my first working place is cool but management sucks haha... damn unlucky man right haha... and right now old injury(left knee cap) came back and haunt me down again...

DAMN i hate my life...

思念是一種病

2007-10-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

思念是一種病

作詞：齊秦 & 張震嶽作曲：齊秦 & 張震嶽

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭

一輩子有多少的來不及
發現已經失去最重要的東西
恍然大悟早已遠去
為何總是在犯錯之後才肯相信錯的是自己
他們說這就是人生試著體會試著忍住眼淚
還是躲不開應該有的情緒

我不會奢求世界停止轉動
我知道逃避一點都沒有用
只是這段時間裡尤其在夜裡
還是會想起難忘的事情
我想我的思念是一種病久久不能痊癒

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸
卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息

汲汲營營忘記身邊的人需要愛和關心
藉口總是拉遠了距離不知不覺無聲無息
我們總是在抱怨事與願違
卻不願意回頭看看自己
想想自己到底做了什麼蠢事情

也許是上帝給我一個試煉
只是這傷口需要花點時間
只是會想念過去的一切
那些人事物會離我遠去
而我們終究也會遠離變成回憶

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸
卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息

思念是一種病思念是一種病一種病

多久沒有說我愛你
多久沒有擁抱你所愛的人
當這個世界不再那麼美好
只有愛可以讓他更好
我相信一切都來得及
別管那些紛紛擾擾
別讓不開心的事停下了腳步
就怕你不說就怕你不做
別讓遺憾繼續一切都來得及

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸
卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸
卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息

思念是一種病思念是一種病一種病

Here I go again...

2007-10-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

Here I Go Again...

today midnight... she told me that she wanna call-off this relationship... due to her feeling wasn't right for her... what can i link it back to her all she just doesn't want to give me a chance and i din't done anything wrong haha... of course i did cry... niang right... i put in, give in and of course i do love her but ended up my downfall of the waterfall come again... why must i ended up in such ending ? haha... i din't sleep, just go run and run and run... done so much is for who ?

she told me is not bout me is herself and telling me feeling wasn't right for her ? then what is right for her ? ya maybe i'm sucked in this... pathetic right... right now i don't know what should i do... maybe go for running, football section to make myself tired or exhausted and can't make my mind think so much haah... i think this is a best solution bah... when i down haha... feeling not right... what is right for me ? haha... haha... haha... i feel like quitting and going insane, think back am i very nice to be dumped ? haha... i don't know why i'm sad i still can laugh haha... i don't know... can anyone tell me what's happening ? am i that not good enough ? am i that suck ? can anyone tell me ? ya i do love her of course i do... but why ? is it my life won't be that easy for me haha... maybe my life is just full of question marks...

oh ya... this year going to 21 what should i going to do ? schedule myself running and football section all the way the entirely day on my birthday haha... maybe i can try it... haha.. i very stupid right why making myself so miserable but so how nobody know how i feel so don't judge my behavior for that ya... haha... or maybe on my 21 birthday i go J.B and missing haha... kidding... ok lar... ya...

just now my father ask me where did i go this entire night... i do reply... oh nothing just can't sleep lor so i go for a walk from what time to now lor... i do think he know what happen bah... ya i can't sleep maybe for this few days ? don't know... haha...

laugh if you people out there think i'm a loser... or when you all realise how i feel right now maybe there will changes of view from you all... haha...

haha... ok i think i'm already so pathetic already so i should end here and go for football section already takecare everyone...

this sentence is for her lar... ok... i will wait for you to accept me again while you feel the time is right for you... ya maybe you're right... but all i want to said is i will wait in no matter what happen... maybe next time you won't choose me again maybe Sean or your childhood Shawn nobody knows... :) tomorrow school start le don't stress up yourself lor takecare and be careful of your health, while you need someone to talk to you can find me but you got your childhood friend maybe no need me bah :) so just do take very good care lor can prevent of allergies then prevent lor... :) takecare...

1 year to Carl Johnson Tay

2007-09-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

1 year to Carl Johnson Tay...

today is my nephew one year old already haha... that noisy alarm finally is one year hope he grow up will be sensible enough than his father lar ya haha... stubborness kills that the lesson i had learn since i join Levi Strauss Signature...

since i'm leaving Jay Gee company soon, i knew it won't be easy for me to cope other places for those day that i had settled down in but never try never know that what my moto is... since i had already decide to leave that miserable place... so i must work even harder for the next job up ahead and i won't stay in a company that won't promote me even if i'm a keyholder or something that like a supervisor shadow but the fact is i'm still just a normal Full time staff which also getting the salary same as the others but don't mention supervisor lar course i'm not... i'm just like the others a normal Full-timer but my shoulder is much more heavier than them and the company doesn't had the intention to promote me... every staff works with me told me to leave too course not worth it to work for a company that won't hold strong and so call power staff bah... right now i'm just waiting for Nike Elush which ever guy to call me down for an interview hope i can get into this job as soon as possible...

currently reliefing at Tampines Mall kinda help out them about the stock there already and now is look like a shop now if not is just like a warehouse in operation at a Mall... the staff there saw me back to relief and they are happy don't say about the supervisor there lar... i kinda don't like her ever since Daniel and i had one thinking of us is that "we doesn't like crossed brand people to join us and interfere our things and don't even know what is Signature all about and think that they know everything" that is what our thinking is... i definitely will miss my setup team of Levi Strauss Signature... Kally, Daniel, Chai Sia, Ann, Bunny, Ting Fang and me i can confirm that i will miss them... and others staff too... just like the Philiphines attachment, Klaree & Marichu haha... and Alex, Serene, Yvonne and the new staff Zi Wei hope you all do well ya... :) let see if got time than gather for kopi section lor haha...

FINALLY

2007-09-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i had done it ! ! !

on the 14 i was at Tampines Mall Levi Strauss Signature reliefing for two weeks, Morning, FULL, FULL, FULL and today Morning shift again from Ang Mo Kio go all the way to Tampines is bloody damn far i was like in the bus like a dumby M.Q the place there i can't believe on my own eyes is damn messy plus not organised properly and make me miss Vivo City oh my goodness...

and today i left 2pm and went down to Vivo and find my team... miss them so much and had so much laughter there... at Tampines was like so slim of talking only Su Yi there then have more talking going on... so sian... went back to Vivo i was like "wah lan eh... why put me at Tampines Mall" and i faxed my RESIGNATION letter at Vivo also and i finally done it man right haha... and meet up the Medic in army time back there... Benedict and gave him the DOCKERS staff purchase voucher haha... course i don't even buy DOCKERS at all haha... so don't waste lor... and so far i admit that i missed Irene... miss her damn lots man... haha... can't see my motivation of work but chances of being together is low bah... i don't think she like me -.-? so sad right can't even had a girlfriend haah pathetic... who likes me tell me hahaa.... sot... Thursday going down to Paragon Nike to interview hope can get it... if not next month i going to eat myself liao haha...

to LinLin haha... sorry ar that is my short form of naming others haha... alicia i name her as ali so no much different lar and oh ya don't make yourself so miserable toward a guy that is not worth it lor... you can find a better one :) plus don't worry your friends around ya they worried haha... so just laugh all day lor... mix with more happy people and you will get happy too :D

okay end of my post for today hope everything is fine for everyone so.... blessed everyone have a good day up ahead :D

love me haha...

D&D was great but no chance to take pic

2007-09-13T11:18:00.000+08:00

D&D Was Great But No Chance To Take Pic

"The Red Carpet Event at Velvet Dragon"

i'm back haha... quite a long time didn't update my post from don't know when haha... but after so long lots of things happen wah... got my salary and went shopping haha... bought a Adidas Jacket with a Loop cap behind which cost me $111.10 but i got 20% discount for that woo... so is $88.88 wah... chinese people like this number haha... and i bought my favourite football club Tottenham Hotspur Jersey plus Berbatov and No.9 behind it which cost me $153.00 oh my god so costy haha... and bought lots of birthday present for those people who is having their hatch day this month haha... and oh ya i also bought a Levi's ODM watch which cost my $69 after my staff discount wahaha... and the original prize is $109 wah... haha... crazy... and bought Levi's T-shirt & Boxer two each wahaha...

11th September Our D&D is held at Velvet Dragon at Clarke Quay... Central Mall... have a very great time at there with our fellow colleague they had their drinks i had my fun and somemore that night with that host is damn funny eh... his name is Justin blah[x3] can't remember hhe's fantastic i just can't forget everything haha... i just get my fun... :)

oh ya on the 1st September if i'm not mistaken lar we had our dinner at Chomp[x2] for Jason a.k.a Ah Beng farewell there are some pictures below and some of my D&D stuff picture and my Lucky Draw pictures too haha... :)

B: Wei Yang, Me & Ah Beng F: Wendy, Iris, Ah Bao & Annie BF

Act funny...

Us Again :X

My Lucky Draw 12th in the list.. of 300 plus if i not wrong again haha...

My Lucky 2nd shot :X

3rd shot haha...

ODM 1st shot

ODM 2nd shot

3rd Shot

and last my D&D Invitation Card

More sad scenario...

2007-08-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

More Sad Scenario...

Yesterday afternoon office fax us the staff movement list and who is going to shift places... and of course i'm happy to stick it to Vivo City but Kally is shifted to BHG Bugis and while i saw that i was like what sial... a Supervisor from a boutique go to a counter ? and that is really ridiculous lor... plus setting up at BHG Bugis is around a corner at first Kally, Daniel and me is ok to go for the setup at Bugis but right now our feeling is just like feeling to take a MC at the day itself and let those people who think they are so wonderful that they can accomplish all the job without us... they don't even know our product knowledge still want to act they know everything making a fool of themself sial think back then i feel like laughing haha... and yesterday Kally tender her resignation letter back to office...

today is Daniel tender up his resignation letter back to office too and he is going to Wingtai 'Fox' as a trainee supervisor... ya lar pay is good lar but more or less people i know there all resign due to the same thing management suck and is even more sucks than us haha... and now my outlet staff told in front of me that while i tender back to office let them know i where got so stupid to tell you all if i fax back to office... siao... seriously is damn unfair to Signature staff lor and i just a C.S.A and i need to do a Supervisor job and i'm a second in-charge and they just don't acknowledge my exist there, still place me a C.S.A and what for i do so much and i get nothing plus not even promote to a Senior or something... use our brain also know lar... as a key-holder is automatically promoted to a Senior what but how much i still stuck at there clearing shit ? and now what... after Kally and Daniel they all resign and going to used me until i got no prize anymore and just dump me in one corner right hey i'm not so stupid lar ya... in your mouth say want to promote me but it just won't happen in your dictionary, "mother" if you want to promote me since the day i reach Vivo you should already done that and what for tell Clarence that you going to push me up next end of month ? is it wait until Kally and Daniel left and promote me so that you can use me for clearing shit again ?

what ah beng(Jason) and Kally told me yesterday was quite right... Kally told me if i want to find another retail line is not hard one... so many brand waiting is see whether i want to leave Jay Gee not only and ah beng told me Wingtai is not so good as in commission basis plus bonus only a year once and he told me Jay Gee twice a year sound good lar but i doesn't want to be used until dry like an salted-fish dangling in the air lor damn not fair lar seriously... and he also said this Signature is a brand new brand must give them time what and is very easy to be promoted but do i look like one high flyer, i don't lor to them i'm just a tool for them to be used up til dried up lor... just like a sugarcane being squeezed out... totally unfair.

Journey to BEST phrase 2 is over and what now Joanne told me that Levi Strauss Signature Journey to BEST is coming up soon and Signature staff need to go for the phrase 1 over again and while i heard that from her mouth i was like what the... not again ? and when will it end of Journey to BEST ??

any job offering ? i want to leave this sad place of mine :(

i need a job got anyone got good recommendation ?

UPDATE correction...

2007-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

UPDATE Correction...

here are some update correction about the 50% PROMO is extended until this month end... still the same one pair original prize second pair is equal or lesser than the first pair of Jeans then is 50% off so is damn worth it lor... currently watching Tottenham Hotspur vs Derby County scoreline in Full-time is 4-0 woo... well done Spurs...

and tiring week this week Wednesday relief Suntec City and is a FULL shift, Thursday go back to Vivo City FULL shift, Friday should be reliefing at Suntec City but my Supervisor on M.C and i need to work another FULL shift again three in a row and what's coming up ? and today Saturday i should be on OFF but i need to work a half MORNING shift what sial... tomorrow morning... Monday and Tuesday Training i no need to rest ar damn leh... and i don't know when is my next OFF day is coming up right again damn...

i right now feeling very tired already need a shoulder but i doesn't have one... i really need one to comfort me and hold me on through everything but i just can't understand why everything is just not in the right way... haha... maybe i'm just a waste...

Status: in need of rest now / feeling of falling sick soon

Woo Birthday...

2007-08-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

Woo Birthday...

10 Aug my camp-mate Kenneth Woo 22 birthday the feeling is kinda weird at first but in the end have lots of stupidlity joke started again just like last time when in camp/bunk... went doen to Paradiz Centre is like an abandon building but i that building rather have a part of it attracts me is the old place for the live-band corner but no more live-band performing there already but i still like that corner haha... go for Pool section with Manfred a.k.a Terrorist, Zi Xiang, Jeremy a.k.a Bao[x2], Tweety and of course birthday boy Woo... got lot of crap start on and off the table by Tweety and Bao.. this two guy is damn fucking funny haha... while don't feel like playing just hit the No.8 in the pocket and wasting my time to reset the whole game again -.-" haha... after all this Tweety, Woo and Zi Xiang go until to Loyang and pray -.-" salute...

Yesterday had a disappointing match for Spurs vs The Black Cats... make me so sad and is the first match of the season and they lose with stupid reason and their positioning i doubt it damn is all over the place and that stupid J.Jenas i just don't understand why he blocked P.Robinson view to save the cruser shot from M.Chopra ?? why ? and they seem to lost in the pitch... just making me so furious when i saw the whole entire 90 minutes damn... and *Congrats* to Val Jie Liverpool team won over Aston Villa 2-1 S.Gerrard free kick is wOOOO... de lor... no doubt with that... and that goal is to save J.Carragher ass for giving away to Aston Villa to let G.Barry to score on the Penalty haha... J.Carragher was being bustered... :X and he seem abit lost too in the minute that he given away a Penalty...

today start work again... hopefully can see her again :) haha...

National Day Promo & Journey to the Best DAMN !

2007-08-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

National Day Promo. & Journey to the Best. DAMN !

Wah.. quite number of days din't update any post recently ya haha... so everythings still quite okay in Vivo hai... feeling so sick nowadays see my staff sick i also like going to fall sick haha... now have two freaking urse hurting me F*** ! one under my tongue and is growing bigger and bigger what the... another is just inside my mouth near my lips and also growing BIG DAMN lar shit... Daniel also falling sick haha... u deserve it lar brother every night so late then sleep everytime go what "Talk Cock Sing Song" drink ar drink sot de no wonder sick lar diao... thumbs up for you lar haha... be careful of your health lar ar brother haha...

okay currently we're having a PROMOTION for National Day event... is from 1st AUG to 16th AUG buy one Jeans for original prize and the second pair must equal the first pair or lower the prize then will be 50% off... is just like buddy meal offer total up the prize then two person pay half each for the total amount so sound quite square and fair right so don't miss this worth it chance... is worth oh so better don't miss it ya haha...

and hai... tomorrow "Journey to the BEST" is going to start in warehouse damn lar... still need to go for this course can't see her for two days and everytime ask me to claim hours to go home early and come late to work what sial did our company so poor ? can't even pay me for O.T a whole building of theirs Jay Gee can't pay me O.T only that 14 hours ? then what for giving us O.T ? don't know why... so bored tomorrow all the way to 10 Genting Lane again... will it be fun ? or my days is just going to be bored all the way damn... haha...

oh ya and one more event is coming soon and hope it will be fun for me lar haha is the company Dinner & Dance(D&D) held at where is still pending... topic is "The Red Carpet" sound like V.I.P leh haha... going to get my self a top and black pants liao must look good on that day.. haha... crap

anybody got any good job offering ?

Bad Bad NEWS

2007-07-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Bad Bad NEWS...

Recently Bayyinah "Bunny" has left our team and now bad NEWS coming again... Daniel tender up his resignation letter and heard that our Supervisor Kally is tendering soon fast is end of this month why is everybody quitting and left all the shit behind for the C.S.A to clear and we are not paid for Supervisor pay... F lar... making my morale dropping so much sial... from a happy and powerful team and gone through so much hardship together and every single one of them leaving us sian leh... my feeling feel like tender also but no good job offering now leh feel like jumping to Wingtai Adidas haha... but heard that the pay also damn sucks haha... or feel like jumping from Levi Strauss Signature to Levi's Original haha... hai... who got higher pay job to offer me now i feel damn responsible for the shop now man... every shit currently is clearing now and i need help from one person that really is a Supervisor material... losing weight nowadays but not that much stressful, vomitting, not much appetite at work fuck lar...

good side in the boutique currently is having Chai Sia, Poh Lye, Jenson and Samson... funny group of people and few this day ago was being electric shock by the opposite side shop "Traveller World" staff call Irene she so cute lor... short short de, long silky hair and wearing specs too haha... and Chai Sia that noisy girl... i told them i kinda like that girl then she straight away get the number from her and damn lor now i damn P.S lor all her staff keep staring at me lor shit lar... and heard from her that she is from Malaysia and is Penang, Nibong Tebal and i was like wah... is it Penang girls so attractive de haha... but din't think too much lar now course earning not much, looks also not that good and size is also not girls out there looking for haha... just see how lar... to me make friends first lor haha... feel quite okay and low morale this few days lar but everything will be fine in times to come bah...

more update will come again end here bah bye and takecare yor...

i'm being confirm...

2007-07-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

I'm being confirm...

Two days ago during my last working hour of the day went back to warehouse to see Angeline "mother" for my appraisal which mean my probation at Levi Strauss Signature is over already hope my way will be good in times to come la... now Vivo City, Suntec City and Tampines Mall is our currently location for Boutique... and there will be more to come in future bah... and Ladies out there don't miss the sales under us ya... if you're finding a pair of jeans or tops just come and take a look no harm ma... our best selling jeans currently is Skinny Jeans/cut and got another newly arrived is Organic Jeans which they use recycle cotton to re-make it to a pair of jeans haha... and one more special thing is the thread is in green color unique right haha... plus is also going fast haha and have two cutting for that so come and check it out.... :) and for guys our best selling jeans is Blue Gene edition jeans so don't miss it haha and last days of promotion is 22th July so don't miss it haha...

and recently one of our staff have tender of her resignation letter and also our second in-charge same as me lar... is going to left us don't know in how many days and another bads news is that RESHUFFLEMENT is coming soon and i think i gonna be transfer out again and maybe this time i will go to Tampines Mall maybe only lar... and currently i at Vivo i damn happy at there lor... quite alot of cockster around especially Chai Sia a.k.a Cute which Daniel gave her this name haha... and also recently i been learning alteration haha... that feeling is kinda funny and Daniel said not too bad lar don't know is console me or what i don't know lar haha... but i will do my best for alteration lar... haha...

"mother" please arh... don't transfer me go over can i just arrive at Vivo City only and and take me out again ar i will be damn sad haha... (some picture under this post is coming soon haha...)

What another boring shift again...

2007-07-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

What another boring shift again...

Today morning i then realise my handphone alarm is set to P.M and luckily i woke up at 0730 hours haha... if not i think i gonna be dead meat haha... and do what usually people does in the morning process... and i get change to work and amazing reach Vivo at 0906 hours haha... had breadtalk for breakfast, wa now got promotion at breadtalk also leh haha everything cost just a dollar and while waited outside the shop i was playing my PSP wahaha... around 0930 Daniel reached and we went in and done nothing and waited to 1000 and offical open the shop haha... lazy us...

got myself a 4GB memory stick and that cool haha... and thanks to Wei Yang of helping me to convert my favourite game on PS1 Final Fantasy VII to my PSP haha... nothing can bored me on my way to work already wahaha really thanks alot man... and today around 1600 hours surprisingly Nana busted in the shop and gave me a shock man haha... and i'm happy for her lar finally her boyfriend no need to rot at home with that tagging on his leg haha... see them so happy, happy for them haha... his boyfriend so shy sial act talking on the phone think i don't know haha...

and recently happen something on the blog don't know who so freaking nothing to do like to frame people who fall in love with who and put his/her name as Secret hey if you came across of my blog look at this lar ya stop this stupidlity act of yours lar does is show something of yourself ? and let me ask you something how old are you already ? still like to do such thing wa i salute you man... and thanks of using my name leh i'm so glad... PLEASE ARH... STOP IT....

The Starting of July...

2007-07-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

The Starting of July...

This month finally got the GST off set package cash and is 350 wahaha... total up is 1k plus plus plus so glad with it currently and bought another EJ jeans and my first pair of 523 from the wagon sales total cost me $154.00 wahaha... budget ma bo bian haha... and another converse canvas shoe to replace my previous spoil canvas shoe which cost me $65.90 wahaha...

schedule is fully packed man guy if you all wanna ask me out please check with my schedule first before having some disappointment haha... no choice la this july my partner have to attend a course to promote him as a qualify Senior of our team... so i need to cover his shift on every Tuesday la so Tuesday is out maybe other days is okay haha... go some places to chill it out also can i won't reject course i also stress and still vomiting don't know why... maybe keyholder or as a second in-charge has too much stress le bah... why Ann xiao jie saw me yesterday said that did i lose weight i heard that i feel so glad haha... maybe i do lost some weight la haha... hai... tomorrow working FULL shift liao gonna prepare for tomorrow sales i want to hit this month target... :( haha... okay la stop here will update soon...

What a month...

2007-06-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

What a month...

Few days back in Vivo was like still going quite smoothly lo... but now the schedule for next month is like damn no life lo n.b noon, noon, full, full what shift is that man sian... luckily Daniel and me amend back and tell them we can't do like this and is no fair to me while Daniel have so much weekend morning and i only have one... can't la... and now... my friend interview for Levi Strauss Signature but in the end ended up in Levi's i damn no happy with this lor... they all keep on reshuffle until all the staff can't take it or not too happy with then they tender their letter up lor... and now they all shortage of staff we also shortage of who is to blame... and everytime first periority staff is to given to Levi's then Signature was being to abandon la... what sial...

and last few day... she given me a red light told me that we can't... ya i can understand... but really hope someone can give her a good life lor... and i will give her all my good blessing to her... actually see everyone happy i also happy la... and for me right now is like if is ended up like this no one wants me then is okay lor... don't have then don't have lor... i think for me this type also no one wanna think about it de la wahaha... now is walk one step see one step lo haha... okay la stop here preparing for work again what a day...

Opening at Tampines Mall

2007-06-18T12:16:00.000+08:00

Opening at Tampines Mall

Another Levi's Strauss Signature Boutique had open at Tampines Mall at the entrance of Tampines Mall location is good, customer are gorgeous but all are so damn dao wahaha... say in the mouth that i attach at Tampines for a week but i only work for 3 days at there only quite good la got Louis, Sheng Yuan this two cockster and our ke ai de Bunny xiao jie haha... i go back to Vivo City hope you will miss me ar haha... Suntec City is opening soon and Kally is going over liao then Vivo left Daniel, Chai Xia and me 3 person running an Boutique woo... haha... and yesterday heard that Ann xiao jie hit 1800+++ for yesterday sales leh... good good for an counter got this result is good le lor... i miss J8 counter so much :( but never mind try Boutique lo how does it goes lo... Vivo i coming back soon and my hell week is coming upon liao sian arh...

This Levi's acessories cost $25.90 but
Wei Yang help me bought it with 20% wahaha

This Levi's Copper Edition top cost me $49.50

Vivo days is starting from today...

2007-06-13T09:46:00.000+08:00

Vivo days is starting from today...

Yesterday after work Alicia, Chia[x2], Iris, Shihui, Wei Yang and Me went to Ang Mo Kio Central S11 for one good feast with lot of seafood and some western food but my stomach don't work well again puke again damnmit... and i admit yesterday i was dam emo... due to the stupid transfer to Vivo City what happen sial ?? i'm so happy at Junction 8 working life sial suddenly ask me to go until to Vivo City and my expenses is increase like a rocket in a sudden wah... one day transport become double of it what the... i doesn't want this to happen and can transfer me back to J8 not please... :( damn sad to hear from our "mother" that she want me to go Vivo to help out ?? what sial what sial... J8 at least i nearly hit the target but go Vivo i don't think i can make it for the target sial... so high plus the location is so damn sucks lor... every customer of Vivo shop finish liao in the end then saw Levi Strauss Signature at right behind of it what sial ? my life at there going to be totally suck le la why like that ?

Wei yang if you saw this post please ar don't slip out everything from your mouth ar haha... i don't think that is right also la but just see how lor... maybe also will not be working at all lor wahaha... and i think is a waste of time bah wahaha... she just don't seem to be interested lar so you just take it i never mention out yesterday ya haha... okay lar... when i off i will go down J8 and visit you all de and visit my missed work nest :( haha... Vivo hai must admit i'm coming today sad...

This few days feeling emo...

2007-06-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

This few days feeling quite emo...

This few days is quite busy for me and all my staff for some stupid meeting over and over again... doesn't know what is so good about meeting nowadays i not even an in-charge or whatsoever so can please step me over and don't let me involve of such time wasting kind of prob... ? and yesterday don't know how come suddenly feeling quite emotional... and i also don't what happen though... maybe is i vomitted to much until i lost my emotion in time haha... diao ar haha... went to Cartel eat again went home also eat again but in the middle of the night i vomitted again FUCK la why this series is coming non-stop on me... and sometime i feel like taking out my stomach to clear all the stupid shit inside and i get rid of the suffering series out of my boring life...

boring life tsk... what a life... in this world nothing is call fair or whatsoever if this world had such thing call fair something is not right... just like building an relationship with another opposite sex also need to struggle for quite sometime and start the beginning step out of it... and seriously my love life is totally a mess... nothing will make it right for me and everything is on my hand... haah... relationship is ya, treat opposite sex good and protect them but some of them just doesn't accept it and love to play mind game and all guys out there doesn't seem like to play with it and they will names ask emotional creature... hai... love is really damn hard to be understand and to be notify it... and sometime i tried my best to go and understand the situation of all this thing but the answer is always not right... and my brothers always told me that "brother how come everytime you love the wrong person" and i reply "do you think i know everything if i know she doesn't love me of course i won't accepted it la duh" so this is the situation i always met with and i doesn't know why... nobody understand my feeling but i do... just myself alone understand and i really do...

and two days back watching tv on advertisement suddenly a song from Eason Chan "爱是一本书" i found it quite nice and you all can take note of it and try to listen it and is quite smoothing...

What I had spend on...

2007-06-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

What I had spend on...

On Great Singapore Sales(G.S.S) i had bought an PlayStation Portable(P.S.P) cost me around $300++ and is an modi. set haha... currently cost me alot of problem with it but i think i can cope haa... and yesterday i reserve two Engineer Jeans(E.J) from Ah Bao again wahaha... i seem to like E.J so much maybe is because of the one i had it now wahaha... is so cool and nice to wear it wahaha... and our sales is damn poor yesterday only $85.90 total haha please support Levi's Strauss Signature more and more please haha feel like beggar sial...

and heard from Iris that she went down to Bugis Levi's Promo looking for Jason but he wasn't there but she did saw James there and suddenly James reaction was like "yu.. sial lar" haha kinda funny guy and that Frankie took him from me and i short of staff right now F U lar Frankie your managements sucks lar i mean you all managements suck that why so many people tender up... all thanks to you all man... *PUKE*

What Everybody Needs ?

2007-05-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

What everybody need ?

This current few days i think i lost weight due to vomitting alot alot don't know why and what happen, maybe ate something wrong and now i'm still feeling awkward sometimes, no strength lack of focus and balance i feel that i'm like going to die soon yah seriously haha... Nana sorry to let you get a shock that i keep on vomitting nowadays... frankly speaking that time i really going to faint on the spot at my counter at that time i'm totally lost of energy... i doesn't want to be like this but how come i can't get rid of this i need an helping hand please god help me to recover from this stupid vomitting series...

Jason and Wei Yang thanks for the help of getting Li Jun number for me ya... i got no intention of getting the number so fast and what is the hurry for you two ?? ya i admit i like Li Jun this type of girl... silky long hair, abit short and tiny little eyes i feel that is very attractive lor but to you all is that small little girl girl type com'on la is not the view on this way ya... haha... i admit i like Li Jun this type of girl la ok :X haha... but no prefer lar still waiting lor or see who will like me lor wahaha... by the way thanks lar ya brothers...

Days at BHG J8 is hard to go over sian...

2007-05-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

Days at BHG J8 is hard to go over sian...

Ever since Jamal and Yasin left us at 18/5 days no more blasted laughter from us anymore and is also more hard to go over a day, are so damn bored not one person work for a full shift then is alone closing what sial... Levi's part-timer left liao now also sian haha... everytime i look my fixture my fixture look at me haha... is totally like a stone me at work and keep on listen to the damn same song over and over again Westlife lar BOYZONE lar what sial... all this is so damn long song already man can make me fall into my sleep sian...

and now we having one promotion is so damn lame lor... get a any-top and the bottom will have a 20% discount wahaha... i was like a con-man under this promotion sial haha... but never mind lar is my job no choice but to con people to buy it wahaha... another day again sian ar...

G.S.S starting... Shopping Spree again...

2007-05-21T09:40:00.000+08:00

G.S.S starting... Shopping Spree again...

whoa... i'm so glad that i were already finished my N.S courses the government is giving my $350 which means i can spend on stuff again... get my first Levi's jeans and is a Engineered Jeans wahaha... but going to get another pair of Levi's Jeans and is 512 Straight Cutting haha... due to one of the color and cutting attract my attention and one Copper edition Tops also caught my attention wahaha... and got staff discount wahaha... that GREAT... can save alot and buy alot :X, and Yasin told me that Burberry had one sling bag discount to $223-$227 that range wah... but i prefer L.V haha but never mind go and take a look also no harm haha... recently got a Levi's belt and Jeans now what oh ya Adidas jacket and that is my next target too... BHG is freezing people nowadays don't know what happen recently too haha...

Bad news again friend got into and accident but no one is injured but his car is scrapped oh my god Honda CRV man... hit onto the lamp pole front all crashed in wah major sial... luckily got car insurance can buy another one and he bought an second handed car brand Volvo but don't know what modell also haha... glad that he's ok

stupid fool drive so fast until your car drifted away and hit pole see la wasted haha... luckily nothing happen to you if not next time wanna find you come out for some driving gathering how diao...

Gonna miss them...

2007-05-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Gonna miss them...

Argh... now then i noticed that i got so much OFF days in this month haah... so boring man why can't they give me more days to work then putting me OFF and i at home not watching Band Of Brothers then is Prison Break or staring at the coms. ? oh my god... please give me more working days next month please and i hope so that will happen haha... oh ya, yesterday after work Iris, ShiHui, Chia[x2] and me went to 'The Cafe Cartel"(T.C.C) at J8 for something like farewell meals haha... course ShiHui and Chia[x2] is going to others places liao nobody to keng gai while working anymore haha... and was gossiping bout James the guy which has a rumors with Chia[x2] haha... and suddenly talk bout something related to BGR saying why girl or guys are so complicated or very hard to get to know them well haha... Chia[x2] seem to catch no balls i think she kinda slow with that haha... while they're gone i'm sure 'we' will miss them... Jenny already left us to C.K Tangs already hope she doing fine there haha...

J8 crowd is so boring and so peace... to us everyday is just like Monday blue haha exclude weekend la haha... oh ya Nana don't worry i'm not quitting for the moment so don't worry no one will be here and chat around or got break together haha... everything is gonna be fine but i'm just waiting for look upon the increment and that is the most important thing... haha...

Please ignore this picture because that stupid Chia[x2] borrow my phone and done something stupid wahaha... luckily i reacted fast :P

What a OFF Day ! ! !

2007-05-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

What a OFF Day ! ! !

Today morning got my hairdo at home haha... got it color again since '05 before going in to serve the national service... and went to Bishan Junction 8 with my mother, sister-in-law and my nephew haha... and walk in to my workplace and Jenny was like wanna kidnap my nephew haha... miss her son too badly already la... son in J.B mother in Singapore working for cash... what a life... they all are so happy to see my nephew today course he is too adorable already haha so fat wahaha... after went down to Paragon meet my brother Tony for lunch and he introduce me the Lucky Chicken Rice is damn great sia... malay stall somemore if you all who saw this and you're working in town you can go and try it and the location is at Lucky Plaza level 6 outside the old arcade... the queue is damn long and shortage of sit too bad haha...

tomorrow working morning shift again and this is so much off what sia... so bored at home... haha...

looking for new job now course Levi's is paying me damn damn less i wanna switch :( got any recommendation haha... anyone ?

Oh ! ! reshufflement for Levi's staff... sad

2007-05-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

wa wa wa... sad case happening again and again sia haha... my pay cheque was delay and passed here and there what the hell... and those who went for the meeting and had a bad news for all the Levi's part-timer staff Petr Cech sister Chia[x2] going to Katong Levi's and is far for her and she's damn sad bout it haha... study S.P go until Katong and work whoa oh... Shi Hui going to Takashimaya Levi's Department Stall still okay la in town haha... and the fittest of one third of the sister Shumin is going to Robinson Levi's Girls haha... course she say no need Chia[x2] she also can reach the highest fixture haha... haha Shumin ok la don't bully you la later say i bad hey com'on la i'm not bad la i'm just nothing to do and you also know ma where got crowd and is boring also lor haha...

oh Jamal don't be sad over the UEFA Champions League la ya Man Utd is a mess in that match sia... can't even run in the rain and they trying to be funny in their own danger place and lose it to Pirlo and gave Seedorf scored that precious goal o.m.g i wonder what are they thinking about haha... Final is again as i said just like 2005 Liverpool vs AC Milan for what i see AC Milan is looking for a revenge and Liverpool got and hard time ahead haha... to me no worry course i'm Tottenham Hotspur Fans haha...

BHG 20% SALES and now is your chances to grab...

2007-04-27T08:27:00.000+08:00

From today until the 29th of April the super sales only last for three days... and no worries on the 1st, 4th, 5th and 6th of May the super sales of BHG is back again so those who wanna grab an Levi's or Levi Strauss Signature stuff come and grab it now while the sales is on the ball rolling... and also no harm of checking out of clothing or jeans or whatever stuff haha... and the whole Singapore of BHG is having this super sales so go to the nearest and grab it NOW ! haha...

for me i wanna get Levi's 512 straight cut haha... and 515 loose fit wahaha... but at the mean time only can get one of it if not no cash to buy my lappy already... hai... also don't know when can get my own lappy and my own freaking room... eh.. ya no worries this year i'm 21 wahaha... and where my "key" oh ya still early haa... hope everything go smoothly this year and i wanna have my own room own privacy own stuff... and of course lar my own Mini-Cooper Twin Turbo... or Suzuki Swift SP haha... haa... luckily Chia[x2] never get transfer if not damn sian in the department stall haha and my cockster Jamal haha... got you all my life in BHG won't be so boring haha...

More and more Opening Soon...

2007-04-25T10:10:00.000+08:00

Levi Strauss Signature is opening more and more outlet in singapore in times to come and so what i said there is another outlet in O.G Albert is opening soon and there's bad news for re-shufflement sian... let see who will be going there and i doesn't wanna leave BHG J8 there is so nice to stay plus is so near to my home haha... and more and more new product of tee... is coming out so those who like shopping for clothing can go to VivoCity Level 1 and check it out no harm for checking out haha... pictures coming soon... and the possible location of opening is Tampines Mall, Suntec City and Katong... :)

arh bout today midnight... Champions League woooo.... Manchester United fight back in the second half of the game and thanks to Rooney who scored that two freaking goal and lead Man.Utd for 3-2 aggre. against AC Milan... KaKa' is so strong in today game ya... what an nice game to watch... and hope tonight Chelsea lose to Liverpool damn those Chelsea just know how to BLAST out all the nonsense in EPL... puke Jose Mourinho make me sick...

Can't I Express My Feeling ? Is It a Crime ?

2007-04-23T12:07:00.001+08:00

Can't I Express My Feeling ? Is It a Crime ?

What sia... am i directly shooting a gun at you if the fact is not true com'on la read mine and i read yours so ? i don't care whether you think i gentleman or whatever shit i also never stated it that he is not good as me or i'm better than him... ya he's an handsome chap i'm not so... so is an matter to you but not to me... saying people bad who started ? ME ? com'on la all this shitty problem don't blame it to me ok ? do you think i felt good saying all these rubbish ? so you and him met up so what, friend or not friend please don't be so childish... how old are you already still talking bout friend friend stuff... all those is bout my feeling and i just stated out how i feel so and is that a matter to you, ya i admit he's fantastic guy or can say he's a perfect one and only, ya i admit too but and please don't think that wa everybody thought around saying around rumors that and come and console you with "wa i feel sorry for you had this ex- or whatever" know, so what having other people sympathy when your guilty-conscious is in you, and thanks for screwing up my life and let me being an laughing stock for my entirely two years of army... and ya i'm insane or whatsoever... better than you heartbreaker...

to me ya i know i'm pathetic so ? ya my post make u fuck out but am i saying bad things bout you two ? go and read properly and come and comment other people please... BHN... wake up and think about it la ok... oh no no is not think about it is better make yourself clear... and so as what you say i'm not gentleman then what are you actually i doesn't mean to post this shit out know is you make me had no choice and i can't think any reason why i shall not post this out and as you say i'm not better then him ya i'm not... but i got my pride to say that what so good bout him or me. what for ? and get this in your freaking mind i'm just stating the fact not blasting out another people name or whatsoever ok... if you doesn't done anything wrong why you had your guilty-conscious so sensitively ? and show what, you really done something sorry toward me am i right ? DIAO... i doesn't wanna know any shit la, friend or does not as you wish and since you already say that he's better choice so be it lor... i got nothing to lose as in i think i wasted that one freaking year being fooled...

and why deleted what you had wrote no guts or what or you really had your guilty-conscious in you lah this proved what... and stated in damn small wording saying others ? so you're the culprit who's saying others people bad stuff and not me .... so don't think you're so wonderful and take things for granted... in the future you will pay for the consequences i bet...

can't i sound out my feeling ? don't be so ridiculous la DAMN... !

i'm stating my feeling out and also not your freaking business and also not anything bad bout you... kaoz

i also got my dignity ok... do you think i so nice to be play like an fool... ?

PLEASE don't think i doesn't have any temper so that you can step onto my head so freely ok... don't make me blast back double to you...

you had my thanks that let me notice in this world some of the girls are just like fox so freaking cunning...

make me sick to post all this kind of rubbish...

All I need is...

2007-04-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Everyday i wake up and my mind told me that is another brand new day again and a new challenge is wait upon me to go and take it... yah... so i take it the challenge everyday and i can't stop telling myself i must win and gain it... and now is everyone are changing while i'm still stand on my two feet and remain the same... haha...

I need a beam of light to guide me through everything... like life, relationship and etc.
everybody had what they wanted or needed or whatever... i just want to find out what the problem about my love-line... i'm seem don't have any "nu-ren yuan" sia haha... i'm also an human need people to show care and concern i'm not an Robotonic that doesn't have any feeling about all this thing... i do have feeling. my pal and i everytime on the street or wherever place saw those couples, nowadays we can see like Malay guys and Chinese girl are together or chinese girl and india guys too haha... we kept thinking are we that bad that nobody wanted to be our partner haha... i do think so course i not that handsome anyway... course now girl not looking for looks then is money... or whatever... so let it be natural bah... keep it out guys

The memory that make me de-moralise

2007-04-13T10:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work i went straight back to home... nothing to do so i find something to watch and i found an VCD damn old and is "ARMY DAZE" and i watched it and i was abit sad that one part of that show really happen on me when i was in the army time... it's the B.G.R things la... at first she who told me for a call-off before my enlistment day that is kinda ok... can understand... but before my enlistment that week she ask for a call-back of course i agree because i love her damn much... everything went quite smoothly and it happen just like the show la... suffering training for B.M.T suffering of thinking outside world... after my P.O.P my buddy was like "hey, brother no more training no more B.M.T shiok ar" i reply back "hey still got 21 months leh how to survive ?" and he burst out his laughter in the bus that going back to our destination back home that time...

Reached home and the one week break i was thinking "wa, can accompany her for a week already shiok ar" but the outcome is she didn't pick up my call didn't reply me a single SMSes... i was like being cold... after that one week didn't met her at all and i went back to camp and get our posting to whatever camp we're surppose to posted to and my name is out and is Sungei Gedong Camp and "i raise up my hand and ask where is it" i got an shout back reply and is "is locate at the Choa Chu Kang Cemetery" and i stun awhile and my buddy told me hey good luck man... let meet up sometime of course i agree ya... gone through thick and thin together... and someone drove us to the camp and report i was like what the hell another hell again... but everything were settled down in two days course all the bunk-mate are jokers so not so boring at all and i think is rather fun at there but is kinda far and i doesn't like it...

On the third day of June in Sungei Gedong Camp that time i called her and she finally pick it up and the date is 23rd and is Jay Chou show Initial D opening that day... she and me already agree to catch that movie long time ago but i not even said a single word in that convers. she said that i ask some of my friend join us ok ? i was thinking don't you missed me ? nearly two month i didn't hear her voice and you finally pick up my call and first word you said to me is this ? who am i to you, friend ? i know i can't be selfish but that two freaking month i never even had the chance to talk to you and because of your friend you wanted to call-off with me and doesn't want to tell me what is the reason and what had i done to make you wanted to call-off that relationship that we build ? and i ask around my/her friend that what exactly happen to her that two month and someone told me that while she is online she is finding a guy in the net... i was like damnmit... and that someone said is Dennis... i said it can't be... i kept thinking and told myself it can't be... and during the days back i was damn down like down to the hell with nothing do what sure got wounded, no mood at all, booked out friends ask to go club' i also rejected totally lost... i doesn't know what's the mystery about it i really don't know...

On the 11 April went to find Tony Toh and

bought from him this Nike Airforce XXV

cost me a $145.95 wa...

Wu Yue Tian Mayday still the best

2007-04-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

香水

曲:冠佑+阿信词:阿信

十字军从东方凯旋
献上最美的诗篇
你的魔法爱情的霸权
为你臣服为你捍卫
为了彻底描写你的美
壮烈牺牲一万朵玫瑰
再用虔诚细细的提炼
让爱情海吻在你耳背

[Chorus]
啦啦啦啦啦你想要世界
啦啦啦啦啦就给你世界
啦啦啦啦啦让感性撒野
啦啦啦啦啦让理智全灭
啦啦啦啦啦你是乱世最美的香水
对你深深崇拜
深深迷恋深深的沈醉
深深爱上一种香香的狂颠
对你深深崇拜
深深迷恋深深的沈醉
深深爱上一种奉献的哲学
献上快乐献上伤悲
献上自我献上世界

[Music Solo]

塞纳河畔闹市炊烟
混杂人间小愚昧
你的出现将气氛改写
空气转变圣洁感觉
青苹果是你野蛮的甜
牛奶与蜜是你的语言
沈默尤其是一种迷迭
当你无心轻轻的拒绝

[Chorus]

[Rap]
马蹄踏平了国界
野心磨破了披肩
动员了麻瓜魔戒寻找拼凑你的香味
樱桃和樱花缠绵
茉莉和没药拼贴
香颂和香榭调配也许再加一点眼泪
就算你没有答应
就算你也不拒绝
就算我从不打算全身而逃全身而退
就让我活到脱轨
就让我爱到脱线
就让我为爱而生一千世纪无间轮回
为你献上快乐伤悲
为你献上我的世界

MORE shag moment coming soon...

2007-04-11T10:32:00.000+08:00

On the 16th is month one of our staff going to VivoCity and left 2 Full-time and 1 Part-time is damn damn shag lo... Vivo need so much staff ar please lah... don't transfer anymore staff away leh... 3 people how to survive... keep on doing full shift is a very challenging stuff know haha... yesterday stock come also short of what we order what sia... this proof what lousy la diao... and all the Levi'S part-timer all going to transfer out already chia[x2] and shi hui going off nobody talk to liao haha...

nothing to do after closing time so i took this haha...

This's the new product i'm talking is about from Levi'S

What a SHAG day was that !!!

2007-04-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a DAMN DAMN shag day due to setting up the Levi Strauss Signature... from morning i reach there start setting up from 9a.m. and left the store at 12.30a.m. with Daniel the last two survivor... haha... and today is the first day of the shop open and is on Good Friday somemore and i think is damn busy again course VivoCity and that the reason of that... and yesterday ended up and my pair of hands is like going to unfunctioning haha... is damn painful... is like going to drop-off like that damn...

reached home around one... thanks for the ride Daniel sharing the cab with me if not i really don't know what to do haha... reached home relax and watch the UEFA Cup Sevilla F.C v.s Tottenham Hotspur is damn awful to watch the ref. is like an donkey-kong _l_ him seriously P.Robinson that tackle is not an Penalty can't you see that is so obvious he was approaching that ball and that what Adriano simply just dive it over that and is an FOUL in front of you hey com'on you making me suspect that your license is rented back sia... and hope that Tottenham Hotspur will win their second leg. ok damn tired and tomorrow working in the morning shift another day just passed it like that phew~...

Levi Strauss Signature opening at Vivo City on Friday

2007-04-03T10:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a smooth day and i'll buck up for everything today course today only me and another staff work til closing so it abit tough but endure is the only formula haha... and today is my so call last day at Bishan Junction 8 Seiyu Levi Strauss Signature due to the new official opening on friday at Harbourfront Vivo City so i will be tranfer to Vivo outlet and will go back to J8 again if short of staff... tomorrow i off and need to have mental-prepare for the set up at Vivo on thursday damn haah...

oh my god today for me i think is a really damn tough day for me and goes on in Vivo days i think haha... but day have to go on so what can i do for today haha... endure, endure and endure through today and see how lar haha... working at 2p.m today good luck man haha...

and for all of you out there do please come down to Vivo Levi Strauss Signature take a look for tops and bottom... and check it out for the season items... (:

2nd April start work loh... finally...

2007-03-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

whoa... so happy that going to start working soon, seriously i rather start faster than slacking at home doing nothing... Levi's hired me and i'm so glad with that haha... but they locate me at Bishan Junction 8 Seiyu that outlet kinda down but i'll work hard and do my best to it la... small small lor... can get good result that the important thing but i think for so long and i guess is damn hard to get top sales bah haha... but no matter what is good thinking rather then a bad one haah...

sold away my Nokia N73 and i'm so relieve with it, it cause me lot of problem going down to the service centre all the time and so much problem occur with one day and for now i won't trust of using Nokia phone anymore and i can confirm no matter what phone the produce how attractive it was bout the camera pixel is not going to make me get my hand touches it... for now W810i is ok with me and i quite like the design although is not user friendly but is worth for the prize haah...

and this few days what can i do right now so boring at home everybody is working, studying or in camp what can i do is really boring man....

Job Job Job ! ! !

2007-03-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

Today went to Potong Pasir 10 Genting Lane for interview Levi's... hope it will get through and get a job from them wahaha... nowadays job are so hard to find a small company also must look through everything that whether is it qualify for their requirement everything everything... how come singapore end up to like this ?

after that went down to Orchard to meet up Wee Bao and accompany him to DELFI Orchard Building for don't know what Grand Season blah blah blah Pte Ltd outside look damn grand but doesn't know what is all about haha... and went to Wheelock Place to collect Lai Huat Handphone in the end they say tomorrow then come and collect due to delay same as mine that situation is all like bullshit i can't take it anymore on Nokia phone anymore and now my target is k810i and that the one and no matter what i won't touch Nokia anymore i can confirm that haha...

so bored ended at home at last and waiting for call hai... damnmit... please hire me please haha...

Finally... O.R.D LOH !

2007-03-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

This edited picture of our bunk listing is done by my brother Tony and Me haha... and is our present to our fellow mate of our O.R.D art piece... Woo sorry ar for editing you as a talents indeed you are our talents courses whatever vehicle and obstacles you know how to operate it that why you are our talents in our MTLine haha... phew... finally 730 days(2 years) of army days are over at 09/03/07 so happy with it and can hold my lost pink i/c look so funny while looking back on the i/c haha...

currently looking for job and earn money to have my base and start back of my company back then... anybody got any job to intro please note me ya haha... i urge for job now... and license license... still need to wait for the card to be sent it to me... and oh ya... yesterday finally got back my precious phone back from service already... miss it so much and just like can't live without it wahaha... guys i definitely will miss you guys but not all of you course some of you are a bastard that ruin my paradise to HELL... but nevermind is fine with me course i'm already out with it so is not my business anymore... wahaha.... job job job... make me got migrian... damn...

I'm back...

2007-03-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went back to my former place again and is growing terrifically and is amazing... go brother Adrian also my mentor and his mentor Mr.Eugene Xie also an nice guy was being promoted to Business Group Manager(BGM) he is an totally an nice person... went for the slideshow and Mr.Steven Ho the man of respect is a damn humourous guy haha...

more of it Red Wolf team is produce out and is under my mentor, mentor Mr.Eugene Xie my leader and my group leader... there is twenty-two people in the group and yesterday just only around 10 people was there and my Secondary friend also in the same group as i am right now and that fantastic woohoo... RED Wolf bites.... *Laugh Out Loud*

Another REPORT ! of football madness

2007-03-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night near to midnight West Ham United makes me sleep due to Tottenham Hotspur were conceded two goals and that was awful due to Martin Jol management oh com'on Jol why did you put No.30 Anthony Gardner and No.14 Hossam Ghaly they're a joke yesterday and i can't carry on watch it... and there was Bolton and Blackburn match and i feel sad for Bolton two penalties given away and No.22 Jaaskelainen dive the correct way but can't save it and that bad... and after that two goal score by No. 24 Noble and No.32 Carlos Tevez i really went to sleep haha...

this morning woke up saw my brother SMSes that Tottenham Hotspur win over his West Ham United i was like "true not" and i just watched the ESPN Final Score i was like Goddamnmit that terrific man... the scoreline list for both team was No.24 Noble, No.32 Carlos Tevez and No.25 Bobby Zamora next No.18 J.Defoe, No.6 Teemu Tainio, No.9 Dimitar Berbatov and No.7 Paul Stalteri and the score is West Ham United 3 Tottenham Hotspur 4 and that the end of the game... and Alan Curbishley are facing relegation is damn bottom of the table good luck man... Championship League waiting for you all man... Glory Glory SPURS

Busy week !

2007-03-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

Oh my god ! this week is so busy until i need a good rest haah... yesterday went to Eunos to meet my brother Adrian for some work stuff... see the new building and environment is cool ya is kinda far but bear with it... and today went to an temple locate at Toa Payoh near the SAFRA there and is drizzling but for my sake of this year i need to pray/pay a visit to an very important person call "Tai Sui Ye" course i this year "fan tai sui" so need to pay a visit ya and rush all the way home to prepare to go to Woodlands Causeway Point Nokia care centre to settle my stupid handphone problem...

met my camp-mate together to fix our N73 and reached the care centre we was like what the... the place is damn pack man and it is today sunday and somemore so much people were stuck there and was like abandon their family course sunday is which called family day if i'm not wrong... and the number stated S114 and our queue number is S221 and we was like what the again *laugh out loud* and the piece of crap stated estimate time around 270 mins and the services down there is damn fuck-tub cramp with lot of people squezzing through here and there and i was damn dulan with it... and went to Mini Toon to find ah bao... he was like damn funny and keep on saying "Hi ! welcome to mini toon" oh my god and i ask him to stop it haha...

back to the service centre again and Lai Huat and me was waiting again until our turn we was damn happy with it and i told the guy who was entertain us which was what Daniel something i told him everything bout my phone he was like "wa... what happen to your phone sia" screen pixel problem, input and output audio jam, casing didn't put it back properly on last servicing, cable in/output failure and update version for lagging... total was seven problem so guys... please if you were thinking of getting N73 i rather to spend the cash on k800i and that worth... while everything was done and i reached home around seven plus and i was damn damn shag haha... coming up next EPL West Ham United v.s Tottenham Hotspur at Upton Park and Spurs is gonna win this game... woohoo... glory glory SPURS...

DAMN ! my feeling was right...

2007-03-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

DAMN ! ! ! yesterday my feeling was right after chatting with xiao bu dian(Shirley) & Lai Huat... my feeling tell me that i doesn't have the mood to club', while i reached MoS and everything just clash up... while Lai Huat and me reached MoS last night is still raining we're wet my top are wet my jeans also wet and i doesn't like that feeling... and we met Tweety they all i was like "FUCK ! all wear until so formal" , Lai Huat and me like an fucking outcast... say until outcast i think i'm the one, was totally left out just like an transparency paper that i do not exist... just like i'm out-ed of this bullshit and you guys just carry on with it and what for ask me out to club' so which is the things goes out like this.

At first Lai Huat told me that Tweety were not be driving i said is okay and while we reached MoS Lai Huat told me he was driving and is on the way... and is fine with me but Huat is damn dulan about this, if which is for the girls then what for hide it just admit and tell us mah we're not that un-understandable people... to me drive or not drive is okay with me but don't fucking shit with me know, i doesn't know what the things going on nobody inform in the end reached there i was like an fucking outcasted idiot know, if you all planned nicely already then go with it and don't ask me to join lah... waste my fucking time waste my fucking transport money(not cheap okay...) and waste my fucking effort to go down all the way down to MoS just to be outcast ? what is this ? i doesn't feel this right... and i won't be going to club' anymore, waste my time and i think is just a piece of crap...

We're WET, fucking dranched and where got the feeling to CLUB'... com'on