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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

J.B trip w/ campie Buddy

around 12 plus i went down to Jelutong C.C and is located at Sembawang to accompany my camp brother and is Tony lar haha... course his elder sister is hiring teacher due to opening her own child-care centre lar... saw lots of pretty girls and malay pretty also lar haha... and see that what Daddy Care Day or Daddy Day Care whatsoever lar repeat and repeat again i was like -.-" haha and i recalled that my xiao mei Xin Yee is working there and have a chat for awhile but din't take photo so sad haha... live so near but never meet up for so long... haha and around 3 out alittle go Tony place to get his passport and we proceed to our plan haha J.B

and a trip to J.B recently back on 24/11 after my lonely 21st Birthday... and we only stuck at City Square the whole day and is damn noisy in that building and is helding some family games in the mall and quite shock course the host is Wang Zi Jiao haha, have some picture taken below but not much haha... and went to eat our lunch at Mc.D and is so hot in there *basket* you know what, the AIR-CON is DOWN -.-" and while we eating we saw lots of M'Sia small ah beng and we talk bout something, my buddy and i laugh like nobody business haha... after everything went to the Levi's store down there and see the product over there is like "oh my god... look so fake still got the Lots word beside it haha..." and so so we went to a hair salon is call "FOX" and got one hairstylist call Lily, she is a malay lady but so shocking she can talk so much language... Chinese, Cantonese, Hokkien, Korean, Japanese and much more lar haha... and most of all friendly lar haha... so anybody went to J.B and suddenly got the thoughts of cutting or whatsoever to your hair can go there find her Lily haha.. good service compare to our local salon... (there're some picture below i taken at J.B)

after all that i went to my brother home to overnight and have a chat with her on the phone and told her all my feeling out and seriously i don't know does she understand or she don't... told her lots of lots of things... but everytime she just seem giving me discouragement rather than encouragement... i was damn sad lor seriously whatever she request for i will try to give my best to it just like she wanted that game but she can't find where is selling it i try and go lots of places and drenched... and just like this haha... tough luck for me i think... maybe i'm just a fool lar give in so much for what haha... I'm HURTED too deep F*** and the next day morning my brother chat with me about this problem and explain lots of things and i realise that no matter what i did or i done she won't been touched she will just "oh ok" or just a "ok" that it... that is what i realised while my brother said so much to me... my brother asked me who is the first one everytime she mention to you in our converstion and that person is she love one... course in our conversation doesn't have me related in it... always Shawn, Shawn, Shawn, Shawn or Azila, Azila, Azila but not me.

and seriously i'm not doubting her or don't trust her for listening to me or whatever... if asking is a doubt, if care is a doubt too... then what for ask if you do care bout the another person, of course you all care for the person that you love then you all will ask right ? and shouldn't is a doubt what but why does she place it that way ? ya right maybe asking and caring is a doubting attitude towards someone, nobody knows... so ya right now i don't wanna ask, i don't wanna care and i don't wanna give a damn...

when i tell my brother this he reply me saying this in chinese "Yi Si Qian Qian" and he also mention this to me and i wake up is to this... "if you got chance she always will mention bout how yours day, show care and concern for you or maybe ask you out for a dinner or something like that" i was in a daze but in the end i wake up seriously i woke up... hai... why my tragedy everytime ended up like this others can so happy but mine are always so sad...

taken in the bus while coming back to Singapore

took picture of ourselve haha in Sepia mode i look so shag haha

the new Marlboro flavor recycle pouch i'm not a smoker ar haha

Love Life; {7:35:00 PM}
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Friday, November 23, 2007

I'm 21

today is my 21st Birthday should be happy but i feel very lonely... the first one to greet me is Chia[x2] in MSN and a seconds later is Iris sms me and she called me greet me i'm so happy... and one shocking one is Irene smses me too haha... thanks to everyone that remember my birthday... i really very happy and my lovely mother bought me a small cake and that is enough lar... mother i love you muacks! and her too i love her too haha... hope she know lar haha... and no celebration is going on course everybody is busy with their stuff or i just go through with it lor what to do no love one celebrate with me no friends celebrate with me but is still ok with me lar...

my 21st Birthday cake from my Belove Mother

Driving my my Rented car Honda Fit haha... Thanks! Brother...

Love Life; {12:53:00 AM}
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

GREETINGS! ! !

This month is full of GREETINGS... due to alot of my friend this month Birthday and yesterday is my LONG[X17]... childhood friend and same block some more haha... a grown pretty lady lar and our 21st this year she celebrate with her love one me celebrate with myself and hope she and xiao di get marry soon haha... so tired nowadays and three more days is my 21st birthday so boring the person that i love is with her childhood that also wooing her for god damn years haha... why i so sway(bad luck) every year is a sway year

and few days back heard from Iris that they all going to get me a birthday present for me i was like wah... so long, first time getting birthday present from friends haha... Thanks ah Iris i mean thanks to everyone that contribute lar haha... don't say me thanks so early lar is a manners to thanks haha... sound so thick skin haha... so tempting just like Chia[x2] that time that feeling haha... keep on thinking what they are getting for me and is my first time getting present somemore haha... so hope there are more chances to get more present bah haha...

so sad so sad 真的學不來... 嗨! ! !

Love Life; {6:14:00 PM}
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Shocking NEWS of Singapore Undergrad...

At first i din't know about this and is a program call "Hey! Gorgeous." din't get to watch it due to program clash on TV and my brother ask me to bought the Today NewPaper(TNP) and he told me about this news haha... this contestant name called Lloyd Soon(what a unique name) a student from NTU doesn't know his own country Minister Mentor(M.M), of course is our GREAT Mr. Lee Kuan Yew lar... oh my god... haha... and he answer another question which is the BIGGEST continents as Europe and i was like -.-" what the... the answer of course is Asia lar don't tell me he doesn't even play the board game call "Risk" ? yah i read through the article yah maybe i can't call him a disgrace lar due to he can't understand chinese in the question was given to him... and which mean Singaporean don't take chinese seriously, can't lor... now our market in need of chinese and even now ANG MO is also know how to speak our chinese and what the hell Singaporean don't even know how to speak chinese ?

don't know about our Minister Mentor(M.M) is ok with course i don't even care whether you know it not... but continent leh... holiday you all people like to travel to other country right biggest continents don't even know about it what is this ? Europe... Europe money is the biggest lar that i know but continent oh my god haha... seriously i asked some of my friend they also don't even know some asked "eh... don't know leh, eh... wait wait is it Europe" i was like haha... so now which mean that Lloyd Soon, 23, need to study chinese seriously haha... so buck up ya haha... i'm not teasing him or what lar i'm just stating the fact lar... so no offence ar haha... is it this another SAGA ? haha...

Love Life; {11:48:00 PM}
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Monday, November 12, 2007

Thoughts of thoughts

Today... i mean the whole day i was at home... thinking recently what happen and some of the things happen in the years back... yah i'm been so weak towards lots of things... my problems with my brother and yah especially my love-line the most lousy problem in my life right now haha... and eleven more days i going to be older another year and heart is going to be more heavier why i like that say leh... more and more things i need to settle be myself more and more responsibility i must taken up and more and more money i must earn... and of course my screwed up love-line i need to clear up the big mess haha... but how should i start first ?

yah alot of people will say that of course earn money lar no money how to survive... yah everything in this sentence is logically right but money can't buy friends and love. that the fact if money can buy friends they're not your true friend that will share everything with you and love definitely can't buy if can buy those girls is out for your money not your heart... so what to sort it out ? that another problem and in this world there are no problem is can be solve is impossible... well i should sit down and think through everything again haha...

oh ya got a GREAT !! news to all Spurs FANS and ME they finally win another Premier League 4 - 0 over Wigan the Latics... two from J.Jenas and each from A.Lennon and D.Bent thanks for all this GOALS is all Spurs need it so desperately haha... and first match won lead under Juande Ramos not bad tougher challenge is coming ahead i got confident in them keep it up man...

Love Life; {10:37:00 PM}
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Another Sleepless Night !

Yesterday a misunderstanding turn to disaster

waited her to go home and give me a call but in the end after i sleep until 2.51a.m she called she said she fall asleep and of course i wake up and chat with her and until awhile later i know i been very sarcastic, i'm just teasing her only but i not yet even finish my sentence she hang up the phone i doesn't like the way she do that because what for kap(hang) my phone i not yet even finish my sentence and explain and she don't even give me a chance to explain call her back ignore and hang up the phone... keep on sms her but no reply... keep on calling her but no reply call until my handphone battery dead still no sense of picking up from her what should i do then she will understand everything, haha... i'm so useless want to make someone that i love to be happy but in the end ended up she piss off...

she want me to talk more so i changed to more irritating and talk more but she still doesn't like and satisfied it and now what should i really do ? all i want is just to make her happy or more happier but do she get it ? ya sometime my words was harsh but i really don't mean it, i done so much is because of what ? do she know all my affort ? do she know i done so much thing is for her ? ya maybe in my situation right now is one-way will... done so much thing is for what, change so much is because of what, give in so much is for what ? nobody really know how i feel... i just want to make our current relationship have more fun and laughter but in the end, ended up in today midnight situation... keep on calling her keep on sms her just no response... haah... keep on calling and sms until morning sun rises... din't get back to sleep, can't get back to sleep i mean... just lying on my bed and my phone keep on giving me warning bout is going to dead ya in the end was dead and she just still no reply...

i just want to apologise but she just don't want to give me that chance to, so what you all ladies out there really want ? can anyone tell me ? is it so hard to satisfy a person or lady ? right now i'm DAMN confuse lot of voice surrounding my ear harassing and doesn't want to let go... what should i do now i really don't know. today morning midnight i went to find her which mean went to her place there i don't think she know... and about near to 5a.m a police officer approach me said to me

P.O: Hello! boy what're you doing here at this hour.
Me: oh i'm waiting for my friend
P.O: no excuse, better go back home now and don't try to be funny with me ok...
Me: ok i won't do anything stupid trust me.
(in the end walk faster to avoid more problem)

and because of all this i ended up drenched and my left-knee hurts again can't really walk that fast as usual and ended up went back home i'm just really don't know what am i doing...

i done so much also just want to attract her attention but i think she just never notice everything that i done from the start til right now... haha... sucks right... i'm just so useless lar... everything screwed up haha... useless bump

i'm really HURTS AH... ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Life; {2:04:00 PM}
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Thursday, November 8, 2007

Do I ?

Recently am i really too sensitive ? maybe i am.. ya everytime i'm the one was at fault everytime i'm in the wrong, do concern for someone is it a fault ? love someone is it a wrong ? if everytime i'm the one at fault and wrong i don't think i'm able to give any each each of everyone out side this world of my opposite sex... seriously i really did tried my best but in the end just ended up like a waterfall of don't know where keep on pouring onto the ground with a very big impact like falling onto me and really hurts me, really... just now she told me why nowadays i so sensitive ? i sensitive is because of what ? ya maybe i'm too over by saying "all i do is for her..." if her behaviour is not so stubborn not so whatever do you think i will give a damn about it and why i care is because i still love her and that the fact and my feeling will not be in such way.

ya sometime i did thought about am i a really faulty, sickening, very hard to understand or a condem disease person ? do i ? and is it so hard to be understand and to be love by someone that i love ? there you see so much question for just one topic indeed ya maybe i'm that suck... 21 years and counting what a pathetic guy i am... ya maybe outside got more pathetic people than i am right now so i also can't think in such way too...

as what i can say now is i still won't give it up course is not my way of doing...

ya i will wait for the outcome of the answer from her but i won't be the old-self towards her anymore right now course no point giving care while she think i too controlling... and concern think i too naggy and ya i will stop all this and now the only thing is see whether she still will call me in the middle of the night or call her childhood or whatsoever... and maybe i'm not the one she will seek. right now i'm really very confused... don't ask why ? i really never step into this situation before haa... really damn confused... treat her well say i blah blah blah treat her bad also say i blah blah blah. why ? so what you all want me to do ? STOP MAKING ME WALKING IN CIRCLES ! can just tell me straight not ?

P.S: NO offend... if this post did have anything make anyone angry I'm Sorry... i'm just stating my feeling out... if got any OFFEND, I'm Really Sorry...

Love Life; {11:01:00 AM}
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Monday, November 5, 2007

My Blood Brother 24th Birthday

Today is my own blood brother 24th Birthday... a few days his friend celebrate his Birthday at 'Double O' and he was drunk haha... was being sabotage by his damn long years friend and friends haha... another year older already and 18 more days is my Birthday also but too bad everyone is busy plus i can't even book a chalet on that day from January til now... so sad right like lots of people same birthday date with me haha... no wonder alot of people and friends say i look common haha... what rubbish... plus my birthday is among my friend like the last one in their list and they might forget or they already forget haha...

and ya Birthday is just like a normal day but this year really just like another normal day for me like 21 birthday not so important haha... too bad lar friends not free schedule so packed what to do plus Army de Army, study de study and working de working how to sial... haha... and oh ya 周杰倫 new album <<我很忙>> is really nice although he singing is not so clear but is his style and i really one of his song inside this album due to the tempo and his singing is quite clear in this song the title is <陽光宅男>, <蒲公英的約定>, <無雙> and <我不配>all this four is i listen through his album many many times and i really like this four song... not only <牛仔很忙> nice others also very nice haha, sian man his concert in Singapore i going to miss it again... is coming soon lar sian haha...

and i saw this sentence somewhere i forgot lar haha not important lar words haha and think bout it and is quite meaningful is wrote in like this... 人生就是個挑戰, 沒試過, 沒拼過, 沒愛過, 怎麼知道結果是什麼.

周杰倫, 的新轉記, 新風格的, 我很忙-On-The-Run 真的很不錯

Love Life; {3:42:00 PM}
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

Tomorrow is Chia[x2] & Irene Birthday...

Oh yah... tomorrow got two of my lady friend birthday and they're ... ya named up there haha... Chia[x2] present no news yet from Shi hui and Irene no news whether Van they all are celebrating with her not plus i currently broke so must belated then give the present lar haha... Chia[x2] present Hui and me really got no idea what we are getting for her course what she wanted right now i think she had it already like Laptop, PSP(Slim) and etc. lar so is kind of headache yah... haha... and ah hui told me she maybe getting tops for her bah and of course also counting me in for that lar :X haha...

and for Irene really no news for that so far and currently i really don't know what are they going to do for her haha... and for me i will just greet her a Happy Birthday message bah course i really never go down to Vivo City for weeks i think haha... so i think that should be it bah...

and Congrats to Tottenham Hotspur for another Win since August til now... yah no big deal because is Blackpool from lower divison and is 20th on the league table yah no big deal but to Juande Ramos(Spurs Boss) is a confidence match for the players right now deal to a really bad start for Spurs record in 15 years back... so for their main focus is this Saturday match against Middlesbrough at Riverside Stadium so is very crucial for them right now and i got fate with them and think they can do it for a win over the Boro...

Love Life; {6:31:00 PM}
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