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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

When SORROW hit onto human

why did i put it sorrow hit onto human, is because fews days back Bobby one of my brother went for his operation and it's a success but i can't confirm is it successful but see him in such stage of life is kinda sad about it lar definitely course my bond and his just like real brother i can say.

the first days saw him at the ward is kinda hurting while seeing him lying on the bed can't even help him just feel like kinda useless... while changing the needles to another hand see him gush on the pain my thinking is that why isn't me to cover it for him since his family and friends is so worry for him plus his life is better than mine. i told him personall before that i would rather change the situation with him, suffer one is me rather than him and i'm serious.

maybe you all think that "aiya he's bullshitting lar if is real can change the situation he really will do it meh ?" but i can guarantee that if really can change with him i will change with him. i just don't understand why everything in this world is so bloody unfair lar.

although we are not real blood brothers but while you all see us you all can't tell we are not. plus i hope he will get back his health again soon...

Life is so so unpredicable
sometime up sometime low
just like the market all over the world
from riches to bankruptcy.
So do cherish more rather than keep on whining.

Love Life; {1:51:00 AM}
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Working damn hard on my task...

Why am i so busy at work ? because i want to show myself some result on my way til now ever since i join back mi.Adidas i wanna show what i can do and i wanna do it in my best way to show my result and prove that i'm really can...

my father ask me, do i like my job and i answer ya absolutely. and ya why i chose Retail this job is because is a job that you all can see lots of interesting customer that maybe in your life you think that won't have such person in life but actually do have those people exist in this world. demand and demand and demand, complaint and complaint and complaint haha... and why i like this job because i can see life... seriously Retail is a amazing job although working hour is nonsense lar but i just love it haha...

and if you all wanna customize your own unique pair of Running shoe, Football Boots, Tennis shoe and Basketball Shoe(Vivo) please support Adidas and you won't regret haha... please do come down to Vivo City and The Cathay Building beside Plaza Singapura not Cathay Cineleisure give us a visit :)

Love Life; {3:04:00 AM}
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Friday, October 10, 2008

NEWS that strucks...

Why i said NEWS that strucks is due to one of my brother Bobby upcoming operation due to his back problem that cause him lots of rubbish... at first i never think is that serious but when he told me that his result is that his lower-spine area have a missing bone, i stunned serious i was stunned at the moment...

now he was depress and lots of thoughts in his mind, is natural that he had all this thing in his mind just like me right now in a dilemma whether wanna go for my tonsilatise operation too haha... i got think this before lar, whether is successful or not succesful just be it lar what to do life is so unpredictable, as for if i can't put down alot of things in the end i also have to put it down also... just like whether i'm been love or not to been love it doesn't matter, why ? just don't wanna think that much too...

i ask alot of opinion from friends whether is the right choice to go for the operation or not ? Ivan, Valsy(jie), Shant, Shaiful, Berina they all ask me to go for it and show me the courage to go for it but the risk is there definitely, got worry is normal if doesn't have any then should be something wrong with me haha... what should i do right now ? GODDAMNMIT... sorry i don't mean it.

Love Life; {12:22:00 AM}
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Thursday, October 9, 2008

Overseas Trip Postpone, Leave Wasted

firstly overseas trip has been postpone, and four days leave will be staying at home doing nothing and rot like don't know what i also don't know how to describe haha... cancel cancel cancel what the hell lar i can say...

and another stock take is coming up real soon already don't know must re-do don't know how many time for those apparrel wa think back all those stock in the store room is like WOO... haha... this is how i can say lar but how tragic will it be it on that day haha...

shop for shoe again ? should i ? Stan Smith 2.5 Weave/Green and white colour not bad combination i like haha but is it worth not haha... or maybe should save up for next month to get a DigiCam from Sony Gallery ? haha... ahhhhh FUCK IT lar maybe i just get both lar haha...

Happy one day,
Sad also one day.
preference ?

Love Life; {2:05:00 AM}
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Thursday, October 2, 2008

A Feeling that I don't know how to explain

周杰倫 new album "魔杰座"
releasing at 09 Oct '08 and i'm listening right now is NICE !

ok let start in this way.. last week got my pay and so fore and go to town with my army buddy Tony to DFS and bought two wonderful Polo-Tee wahaha... and is Burberry lar which cost $375 wahaha... crazy right but is still worth lar please usual price is $500 for two man haha... and got some Tee also from my workplace on half-price wahaha... all i can say is, WORTH IT MAN haha...

and few days back Ivan show me one video clip at http://www.youtube.com/ and is called Jeff dunham - achmed the dead terrorist haha... is so lame i laugh until my jaw like going to drop haha... is soooooo funny lar that skeleton haha... and that puppet favourite lines is SLIENT ! ! ! I KIIILL YOU !! haha... and that face damnmit haha... you all can just go check it out man...

and today while working chatting with Matty and realise that life isn't so great about it and is quite tough about it cause she is apart with her family and she doesn't even have a relationship before and chat with her i can feel some sorrow within her words and i feel sad about it... and she is just one litte small girl lar although is same age as me haha...

and also few sad that chat with Ju(Juliana) on the 30 Sept on break time about some past things.. and she told me that her mother just nice in five days after Ivan mother pass away i was like what the .... and after a few days Rudy grandmother pass away i was damnmit shock about it lar and all this let me think back on my grandfather... that pass away on '99 i just can't take it and i drop my tears and now while i typing i also dropping tears because i miss him, i just miss him alot... because he teaches me alot of thing about being a son... and life things i just won't forget what he taught me... :(

AH Gong.... I Love U

when love changed each other life and people change and life-style change, some to good some to bad and so how tragic it is to be loved or not to be, is depend on each-self whether they want to give themselves a green light to try it on, no matter the result is, is an experiences and there is where they grow... and love is not a lesson because in the end there won't be a certificate said you are graduated unless you're married and start a family...

a day just passed
but a week is just over

Love Life; {12:52:00 AM}
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The ONE and only

TAY K.L. GiL-B
I'M SINGLE
Sagittarius
23rd November 1986
Tottenham Hotspur DIE HARD FANS since 1995

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