Friday, April 13, 2007

Yesterday after work i went straight back to home... nothing to do so i find something to watch and i found an VCD damn old and is "ARMY DAZE" and i watched it and i was abit sad that one part of that show really happen on me when i was in the army time... it's the B.G.R things la... at first she who told me for a call-off before my enlistment day that is kinda ok... can understand... but before my enlistment that week she ask for a call-back of course i agree because i love her damn much... everything went quite smoothly and it happen just like the show la... suffering training for B.M.T suffering of thinking outside world... after my P.O.P my buddy was like "hey, brother no more training no more B.M.T shiok ar" i reply back "hey still got 21 months leh how to survive ?" and he burst out his laughter in the bus that going back to our destination back home that time...

Reached home and the one week break i was thinking "wa, can accompany her for a week already shiok ar" but the outcome is she didn't pick up my call didn't reply me a single SMSes... i was like being cold... after that one week didn't met her at all and i went back to camp and get our posting to whatever camp we're surppose to posted to and my name is out and is Sungei Gedong Camp and "i raise up my hand and ask where is it" i got an shout back reply and is "is locate at the Choa Chu Kang Cemetery" and i stun awhile and my buddy told me hey good luck man... let meet up sometime of course i agree ya... gone through thick and thin together... and someone drove us to the camp and report i was like what the hell another hell again... but everything were settled down in two days course all the bunk-mate are jokers so not so boring at all and i think is rather fun at there but is kinda far and i doesn't like it...

On the third day of June in Sungei Gedong Camp that time i called her and she finally pick it up and the date is 23rd and is Jay Chou show Initial D opening that day... she and me already agree to catch that movie long time ago but i not even said a single word in that convers. she said that i ask some of my friend join us ok ? i was thinking don't you missed me ? nearly two month i didn't hear her voice and you finally pick up my call and first word you said to me is this ? who am i to you, friend ? i know i can't be selfish but that two freaking month i never even had the chance to talk to you and because of your friend you wanted to call-off with me and doesn't want to tell me what is the reason and what had i done to make you wanted to call-off that relationship that we build ? and i ask around my/her friend that what exactly happen to her that two month and someone told me that while she is online she is finding a guy in the net... i was like damnmit... and that someone said is Dennis... i said it can't be... i kept thinking and told myself it can't be... and during the days back i was damn down like down to the hell with nothing do what sure got wounded, no mood at all, booked out friends ask to go club' i also rejected totally lost... i doesn't know what's the mystery about it i really don't know...

On the 11 April went to find Tony Toh and

bought from him this Nike Airforce XXV

cost me a $145.95 wa...

Love Life; {10:10:00 AM}
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