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Memories
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Another Sleepless Night !
Yesterday a misunderstanding turn to disaster
waited her to go home and give me a call but in the end after i sleep until 2.51a.m she called she said she fall asleep and of course i wake up and chat with her and until awhile later i know i been very sarcastic, i'm just teasing her only but i not yet even finish my sentence she hang up the phone i doesn't like the way she do that because what for kap(hang) my phone i not yet even finish my sentence and explain and she don't even give me a chance to explain call her back ignore and hang up the phone... keep on sms her but no reply... keep on calling her but no reply call until my handphone battery dead still no sense of picking up from her what should i do then she will understand everything, haha... i'm so useless want to make someone that i love to be happy but in the end ended up she piss off...
she want me to talk more so i changed to more irritating and talk more but she still doesn't like and satisfied it and now what should i really do ? all i want is just to make her happy or more happier but do she get it ? ya sometime my words was harsh but i really don't mean it, i done so much is because of what ? do she know all my affort ? do she know i done so much thing is for her ? ya maybe in my situation right now is one-way will... done so much thing is for what, change so much is because of what, give in so much is for what ? nobody really know how i feel... i just want to make our current relationship have more fun and laughter but in the end, ended up in today midnight situation... keep on calling her keep on sms her just no response... haah... keep on calling and sms until morning sun rises... din't get back to sleep, can't get back to sleep i mean... just lying on my bed and my phone keep on giving me warning bout is going to dead ya in the end was dead and she just still no reply...
i just want to apologise but she just don't want to give me that chance to, so what you all ladies out there really want ? can anyone tell me ? is it so hard to satisfy a person or lady ? right now i'm DAMN confuse lot of voice surrounding my ear harassing and doesn't want to let go... what should i do now i really don't know. today morning midnight i went to find her which mean went to her place there i don't think she know... and about near to 5a.m a police officer approach me said to me
P.O: Hello! boy what're you doing here at this hour.
Me: oh i'm waiting for my friend
P.O: no excuse, better go back home now and don't try to be funny with me ok...
Me: ok i won't do anything stupid trust me.
(in the end walk faster to avoid more problem)
and because of all this i ended up drenched and my left-knee hurts again can't really walk that fast as usual and ended up went back home i'm just really don't know what am i doing...
i done so much also just want to attract her attention but i think she just never notice everything that i done from the start til right now... haha... sucks right... i'm just so useless lar... everything screwed up haha... useless bump
i'm really HURTS AH... ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Life; {2:04:00 PM}
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