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Memories
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Do I ?
Recently am i really too sensitive ? maybe i am.. ya everytime i'm the one was at fault everytime i'm in the wrong, do concern for someone is it a fault ? love someone is it a wrong ? if everytime i'm the one at fault and wrong i don't think i'm able to give any each each of everyone out side this world of my opposite sex... seriously i really did tried my best but in the end just ended up like a waterfall of don't know where keep on pouring onto the ground with a very big impact like falling onto me and really hurts me, really... just now she told me why nowadays i so sensitive ? i sensitive is because of what ? ya maybe i'm too over by saying "all i do is for her..." if her behaviour is not so stubborn not so whatever do you think i will give a damn about it and why i care is because i still love her and that the fact and my feeling will not be in such way.
ya sometime i did thought about am i a really faulty, sickening, very hard to understand or a condem disease person ? do i ? and is it so hard to be understand and to be love by someone that i love ? there you see so much question for just one topic indeed ya maybe i'm that suck... 21 years and counting what a pathetic guy i am... ya maybe outside got more pathetic people than i am right now so i also can't think in such way too...
as what i can say now is i still won't give it up course is not my way of doing...
ya i will wait for the outcome of the answer from her but i won't be the old-self towards her anymore right now course no point giving care while she think i too controlling... and concern think i too naggy and ya i will stop all this and now the only thing is see whether she still will call me in the middle of the night or call her childhood or whatsoever... and maybe i'm not the one she will seek. right now i'm really very confused... don't ask why ? i really never step into this situation before haa... really damn confused... treat her well say i blah blah blah treat her bad also say i blah blah blah. why ? so what you all want me to do ? STOP MAKING ME WALKING IN CIRCLES ! can just tell me straight not ?
P.S: NO offend... if this post did have anything make anyone angry I'm Sorry... i'm just stating my feeling out... if got any OFFEND, I'm Really Sorry...
Love Life; {11:01:00 AM}
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