J.B trip w/ campie Buddy
around 12 plus i went down to Jelutong C.C and is located at Sembawang to accompany my camp brother and is Tony lar haha... course his elder sister is hiring teacher due to opening her own child-care centre lar... saw lots of pretty girls and malay pretty also lar haha... and see that what Daddy Care Day or Daddy Day Care whatsoever lar repeat and repeat again i was like -.-" haha and i recalled that my xiao mei Xin Yee is working there and have a chat for awhile but din't take photo so sad haha... live so near but never meet up for so long... haha and around 3 out alittle go Tony place to get his passport and we proceed to our plan haha J.B
and a trip to J.B recently back on 24/11 after my lonely 21st Birthday... and we only stuck at City Square the whole day and is damn noisy in that building and is helding some family games in the mall and quite shock course the host is Wang Zi Jiao haha, have some picture taken below but not much haha... and went to eat our lunch at Mc.D and is so hot in there *basket* you know what, the AIR-CON is DOWN -.-" and while we eating we saw lots of M'Sia small ah beng and we talk bout something, my buddy and i laugh like nobody business haha... after everything went to the Levi's store down there and see the product over there is like "oh my god... look so fake still got the Lots word beside it haha..." and so so we went to a hair salon is call "FOX" and got one hairstylist call Lily, she is a malay lady but so shocking she can talk so much language... Chinese, Cantonese, Hokkien, Korean, Japanese and much more lar haha... and most of all friendly lar haha... so anybody went to J.B and suddenly got the thoughts of cutting or whatsoever to your hair can go there find her Lily haha.. good service compare to our local salon... (there're some picture below i taken at J.B)
after all that i went to my brother home to overnight and have a chat with her on the phone and told her all my feeling out and seriously i don't know does she understand or she don't... told her lots of lots of things... but everytime she just seem giving me discouragement rather than encouragement... i was damn sad lor seriously whatever she request for i will try to give my best to it just like she wanted that game but she can't find where is selling it i try and go lots of places and drenched... and just like this haha... tough luck for me i think... maybe i'm just a fool lar give in so much for what haha... I'm HURTED too deep F*** and the next day morning my brother chat with me about this problem and explain lots of things and i realise that no matter what i did or i done she won't been touched she will just "oh ok" or just a "ok" that it... that is what i realised while my brother said so much to me... my brother asked me who is the first one everytime she mention to you in our converstion and that person is she love one... course in our conversation doesn't have me related in it... always Shawn, Shawn, Shawn, Shawn or Azila, Azila, Azila but not me.
and seriously i'm not doubting her or don't trust her for listening to me or whatever... if asking is a doubt, if care is a doubt too... then what for ask if you do care bout the another person, of course you all care for the person that you love then you all will ask right ? and shouldn't is a doubt what but why does she place it that way ? ya right maybe asking and caring is a doubting attitude towards someone, nobody knows... so ya right now i don't wanna ask, i don't wanna care and i don't wanna give a damn...
when i tell my brother this he reply me saying this in chinese "Yi Si Qian Qian" and he also mention this to me and i wake up is to this... "if you got chance she always will mention bout how yours day, show care and concern for you or maybe ask you out for a dinner or something like that" i was in a daze but in the end i wake up seriously i woke up... hai... why my tragedy everytime ended up like this others can so happy but mine are always so sad...
took picture of ourselve haha in Sepia mode i look so shag haha
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