Memories
Friday, October 10, 2008
NEWS that strucks...
Why i said NEWS that strucks is due to one of my brother Bobby upcoming operation due to his back problem that cause him lots of rubbish... at first i never think is that serious but when he told me that his result is that his lower-spine area have a missing bone, i stunned serious i was stunned at the moment...
now he was depress and lots of thoughts in his mind, is natural that he had all this thing in his mind just like me right now in a dilemma whether wanna go for my tonsilatise operation too haha... i got think this before lar, whether is successful or not succesful just be it lar what to do life is so unpredictable, as for if i can't put down alot of things in the end i also have to put it down also... just like whether i'm been love or not to been love it doesn't matter, why ? just don't wanna think that much too...
i ask alot of opinion from friends whether is the right choice to go for the operation or not ? Ivan, Valsy(jie), Shant, Shaiful, Berina they all ask me to go for it and show me the courage to go for it but the risk is there definitely, got worry is normal if doesn't have any then should be something wrong with me haha... what should i do right now ? GODDAMNMIT... sorry i don't mean it.
Love Life; {12:22:00 AM}
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