Memories
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
One of my Brothers 21st Bash
Yesterday went to minkai 21st small party but can see that he feel more than enough already, because friends and family are there to celebrate with him and see his smile still carry us away really feel happy for him... although we got some misunderstanding throughout but i think we can be last time laugh like no one business... think back then really miss those days haha...
i think Bob is right. maybe i really need to build rapport among my friends and get to know more of it, it's seem like i'm in the dark side of the crowd among all my friends. ya i know i'm busy with my work and i get tired easily due to my work and it's seem i'm not the past of me... but no i'm still me, Gilbert still himself a laughing joker that moving around... maybe knowing someone among the closest friend is that good and even fall in love with her even more not right.
everyone wanted to be notice, to be love, to be notify his/her existing that why loving each parties is exist, ya is unpredictable, unmentionable but what i know is that to be sincere is the most important thing of all, i won't give a damn who care about what a person i am or who am i. i will try my best to be more socialise again and be more lifely again, i will bring back the old Gilbert that all my brothers know me before... i guarantee.
loving such a person i won't resist and miss my chance, she doesn't know it and i doesn't want to say it because i doesn't have the confidence in myself, i hope she don't know about all this because i doesn't want to lose a friend. ya you all can laugh go ahead and i can understand because i'm used to it, i'm a laughing stock in the past after all... even though friend laugh at me while i said i support Tottenham Hotspur... i don't feel disgrace about supporting them because i love them, i love them for who they are, what their history is and how did they build up until what they are right now and i'm happy with that cause i Dare and i Do... even if i die and dispurse to nowhere i'm still a supporter for Tottenham Hotspur because i proud of it...
Kai as a brother i feel pai seh for some misunderstanding carry out within and i'm sorry...
Love Life; {12:24:00 AM}
_________________________________________________________